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Why Does It Matter?

 Somedays you come across a thing and wonder "why does it matter?" It could be political, religious, something to do with your social lift. A number of things. It doesn't really matter where it comes from, just that it might exist.

So, you ask the question, why does it matter. People come to you with answers and answer they do have. You don't know which one of them are right. You reflect on it for a bit until you come up with your own decision on the question. Your answer you came up with could have been directed by another answer. There's no telling which way things will lead at this point. But you press onward anyways. Eventually you come to a conclusion about your decision that you made in the first place. Are you happy with it? Why or why not. What steps lead you to this point in time.

It's all very interesting.

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