I don’t want to think Jun 13, 2019 There are days where I simply don’t want to think. I don’t want to have to think about anything. Is that wrong? I’m not sure. Is that okay? Nope, still not sure. It would be nice to be able to figure out everything that occurs in this life and yet here we all are, hoping something will happen. yet we simply don’t know or fully understand what will happen or when that will occur. So that’s life right now. Just deal with it I suppose.
Ever have that feeling that no one is listening to you? Yeah, that feeling. It can be a strong feeling to have, a hurtful feeling also. The worst is when a psychiatrist says they're listening but all they do is toss medications at you. I mean yeah, the medications are good to work with, but when you don't feel seen or heard it can drop you down low. I don't know if I'm making any sense right now. I do believe I'm going through an episode of sorts. It's not fun at all and I know that. Hell, anyone who goes through this illness knows that.