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Voices In My Head

Hearing things … again . Gah! Last night I woke up thought I heard [Wife] calling my name (she wasn’t, of course), went out into the living room to check on her and she was asleep in a chair. I hate when the voices decide to wake me up in the middle of the night! What on Earth is going on here? I don’t seem to understand it or get it. Naturally it’s all in my head. I know that. But still, when you hear your name being called out? You have to check things out! Who knows if it’s legit or not. I sure didn’t have a clue, so I had to go see what was going on. That’s just how this life is at times, I guess. I mean come on now. There has to be a way to overcome this? Surely there’s a way? I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. But seriously, there needs to be a way to get past this. I can wish as long as the day is … long, but it won’t mean I’ll get over it. I just have to work my way through it. Voices in my head suck. They play tricks on me. When they’re nice, if they ever are, they can ...

Dear Dad

March 26, 2026 Dear Dad, I don’t know how to say this. Mom’s just not doing that great these days. It’s difficult to see her going through everything she’s going through. She’s going through a lot right now. It breaks my heart to think she has to go through all of this. It doesn’t feel fair to her. Life is hell. That’s what I’ve decided. It’s not fair especially to those who are going through a difficult time. The truth of the matter is she needs you now more than ever. I don’t know how you can help from the other side of things, but that’s what she needs right now. I wish I could do something for her, but I am unable to do anything but listen to whatever she has to say. So I’m trying to do my best to put on a brave face for her. I fear that it isn’t enough and I need to do more. Love, Kyle

Veronica Mars - End Of Season 4 (Spoilers)

 Woah I did not see that coming until Logan walked out to the car. I was like, "He's gonna die." He did. How dare they do him dirty like that! I enjoyed Veronica and Logan as a couple. I was rooting for them throughout the series and they finally got married. Finally obtained some sort of peace. I get why the producer wanted it to happen. He wanted to go a little bit darker and needed Veronica on her "A" game. She does that best when there's tragedy in her life. Lilly Kane, now Logan. Overall I enjoyed the series. I've yet to watch the 2014 movie that was made. I don't own HBOMax and can't watch it on Hulu because of that. So I need to find a different streaming platform to get it from. Probably buy it on Apple TV.  I already want to do a re watch of the entire series. There are some good slow burn story lines in there. Season 3 seemed to have a few major plot points, it wasn't as slow a burn as season one and two. That's okay with me tho...

Dear Dad

March 9, 2026 Dear Dad, Today is another day. I’m not sure what to think about it all, but it’s a day for sure. There’s some scary stuff happening as of late, and I don’t have anyone to talk to it about. I can only think about it and the thinking worries me to no end. I hate it. I know you would have some words of wisdom for me, but I can’t imagine what they would be yet. I wish you were around to talk to. But you aren’t. I can’t just call you up and say hey this is what’s going on, what should I do? Yeah that’s not possible right now. No matter how much I wish it would be, I can’t find a way to think of what you would say to me. You would calm me down about all that’s going on, I know that to be true. I guess I’ll have to just find a way to figure it all out. I’m sorry. Love, Kyle