Why is life this way? I often wonder what’s going on with it, but I don’t have a clue how it’s meant to be at times. I wish I had a clue, honestly. But I don’t, so what’s the point of it all? If It’s meant to be a curse then let it be a curse. But, if it’s meant to be something different? Let it be different. Don’t let it be what you want it to be, be what it’s meant to be. Allow life to be whatever it needs to be, there’s nothing wrong with that. There are things in this life we don’t have control over, and that’s okay! If we can simply allow ourselves to become the better person, then we can allow such a life to continue. We can allow it to make us and form us, shape us even into the people we’re supposed to be.
So, what is this life exactly? We come here, we’re born that is. We seek out to do that which is good eternally and then we die? Is that all there is to it? I mean sure we’re meant to build up the Kingdom of God on the Earth as it were, but we can’t do it alone now can we? It would be nice if there was a guidebook that we could follow. No I’’m not talking about the Bible, sure that’s a good guidebook in itself, but there are problems with it. Not talking about the Book of Mormon either. There are problems with that too. But I’m not allowed to speak out against such matters, it is too sacred a thing to do so. So I don’t. If I had to wager a guess at what this life is all about, I would hazard a guess that it is something unique and special. That’s about as basic as I can get. There doesn’t appear to be anything else that can be said about it all. I wish there was, but I am unable to fully see what it is all about. Maybe life will have a way of letting me in on that secret someday? I d...