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Life Hurts

 Let's face it, life hurts. I'm not sure how else to put it. There are times in your life that you wish didn't hurt, but they come along anyway, and they end up hurting. That's all there is to it. It can be quite frustrating when life comes at you in so many directions that you don't know how to take care of it. I wish there was a way to handle that, but I doubt there is a way to do that.

If life didn't hurt, I doubt there would be anything to look forward to. Once you feel the pain you can look forward to a release of some sort. That's just all there is to it I believe. What kind of pain depends on your situation of course. If you can't handle the pain that becomes a difficult thing as well. I'm done hurting, I want it to all end. Whatever this life is, I want it to end.

That doesn't sound like a happy life does it. Well, I don't think I'm happy. Not at the moment. I need to find happiness in my life again. What would that even look like? I haven't a clue.

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