DreamSense

So, Doomsday showed up in Smallville. They were hinting at it. Jor-El told Clark in the fortress that Doomsday was coming. I was like, wait a second, doesn’t Superman meet up with Doomsday? Not some before Superman kid? Yeah…that was unexpected to say the least. I’m not sure if I want Clark to deal with Doomsday at this juncture. I mean, yes we’re talking about a show that’s been off the air for like twenty something years, but I’m a first time watcher so it’s exciting and nerve wracking at the same time. I guess I’ll just have to wait and see what happens! I did read a few spoilers, I need to stop doing that! So I have an idea of what to expect about a certain character. (I think the whole thing is kinda dumb if you ask me, but it’s…whatever. When I get to that point I’ll rant about it.)

So, the voices have started up again. I don’t know how to quiet them down? I mean they’re here, so they must want something , I don’t know what that is though. If I had any clue or idea of what they are meant to do with me? Then I would have a clue, but I don’t? So that’s where the confusion tends to come in. Gah! I hate living like this. I want it all to go away or stop completely. There’s got to be something I can do to quiet the voices. I fear this is just something I’ll have to grow accustomed to, something to get used to? I don’t like thinking like that though. It’s like admitting defeat or something crazy. I’d rather not deal with such nonsense, but if I can’t stop it? What can I do about it exactly? I don’t know. Maybe I can sing a song in my head, could that stop them? I’m not sure. Something has got to give when it comes to the voices though. I know I’m not the only one to hear them, there are others who have their own personal voices going on in their heads. I’m not alone in...

Tue Jan 7 19:48:36 MST 2020 Maybe life isn’t actually meant to be made sense of…what if we’re just here doing our thing and we don’t exactly know why we are here or what we are doing? Is that possible? I don’t see why not. I mean, if we are here and other people are someplace else…wouldn’t that simply make sense that they want something good to happen to them as well? I would think so.