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Blast From The Past: January 7, 2020

Tue Jan 7 19:39:37 MST 2020 Let’s talk about today than shall we? I’d like to think it would be a nice moment in time if we could simply get along with everything that happens in this life, yet I doubt it will. It’s a shame if you think about it. A real shame. But what are you going to do with any of it? No one knows exactly. So here we sit waiting for something better to come along, hoping for something to happen and allowing us to actually see what is real and what isn’t.

Depression

 I'm facing a bout of depression lately. It's been going on for about a week now. I only hope I will be able to get over this and move on with life. Depression isn't fun. It's the day in day out of feeling worthless, useless, hopeless. And a majority of other things. I wish I knew how to just kick it, but I don't. I only know how to do my best and push through it. Use my tools I have ready and go forth with that. I'd rather not talk about what brought me down into this depressive state. It's not something I am comfortable with. So, I won't be touching on it.

If I had the ability, I would just fix my mental health and not visit depression ever again. But I don't think it's that easy. But a guy can dream, can't he? Yeah, that's what I was thinking. Just hoping for a better life is all I can do. I can work my way through all of it and just hope for the best.

This life isn't easy. Nothing is ever easy when it comes to life. That's just how the tic tac tumbles. (Or whatever phrase you prefer of course.) So many things I wish for. Yet I cannot do anything about it. Not now at least. For now, I can only focus on that which plagues me at the current moment.

Be well.

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