I am rather anxious today. I think it has to do with the medication(s) I am on at the moment. Doctor changed some medications, added some, did some other things put me back on medications I haven’t been on in a while…the same ol’ same ol’. Anti-Psychotic meds work wonders when they work, they’re amazing. When your mind doesn’t want them to work? Well, that’s when things become quite a problem. I hate to admit it, but life doesn’t always work the way we want it to work. What can I say? It’s a mess at times. There’s nothing wrong with that, but to say it’s not complex is a complete overhaul of whatever there is. Talk about a mixed bag of nuts. Someone doesn’t understand everything there is to understand about it all. If I wasn’t anxious, today would be a better day than it is. But, well I am so there’s nothing I can do about it. I wish there was…but there isn’t so I’ll just have to deal with whatever comes my way. Such a bummer if you think about it all. Nothing is ever cureable. Every...
Life is an interesting thing. With Covid going around obviously, it’s nothing that great. People are dying out there. They’re getting put on ventilators and they are dying. The news keeps saying they’re going to be working on a vaccine but for now stay in place, don’t go outside if you don’t have to, and wear a mask if you do. Talk about a crazy epidemic, or pandemic, I’m not sure which one it is. It’s something, that’s for sure. I hope I don’t catch it. If life tells us anything, we will weather this storm. It’s only a matter of time. But time is hardly ever on our side. Time feels like something coming after us at times, in order to destroy us. Another second clicks on your death clock. It’s quite a simple thing.