I am rather anxious today. I think it has to do with the medication(s) I am on at the moment. Doctor changed some medications, added some, did some other things put me back on medications I haven’t been on in a while…the same ol’ same ol’. Anti-Psychotic meds work wonders when they work, they’re amazing. When your mind doesn’t want them to work? Well, that’s when things become quite a problem. I hate to admit it, but life doesn’t always work the way we want it to work. What can I say? It’s a mess at times. There’s nothing wrong with that, but to say it’s not complex is a complete overhaul of whatever there is. Talk about a mixed bag of nuts. Someone doesn’t understand everything there is to understand about it all. If I wasn’t anxious, today would be a better day than it is. But, well I am so there’s nothing I can do about it. I wish there was…but there isn’t so I’ll just have to deal with whatever comes my way. Such a bummer if you think about it all. Nothing is ever cureable. Every...
Woke up this morning in my ... for lack of a better word, cell. To find the polar bears playing their polar bear games. Looking over the wall, I could see them. They sure know how to have fun. Silly polar bears. I wouldn't mind introducing myself to them... if I knew they wouldn't try and eat me. We'll have to see how that pans out. There are currently three polar bears in the next cell. A large male and two females... what the luck. All they gave me was a stuffed female penguin. Yeah that's right, she's stuffed... and not in a good way. Nope, she's a penguin... just not real. Hopefully they'll bring me someone more talkative... but for now I'll just stick to watching polar bears.