Life always has a way of doing whatever it needs to do. There’s nothing wrong with that thought process. It comes and goes without a second thought. We can’t easily figure out why life does this to us, we have to understand something at some point, but if we don’t? Well, no harm no foul. It’s life and we have to continue going forward to see everything that is out there. There’s nothing we can do about it. Life will move foreward without the ability for us to do anything but wonder what this life will eventually be like in the far distant future. Oh what a joy that could bring about. If life has a way, we will be able to get from point a to point b in no time at all. It feels like a circle at times. A = B = C, isn’t that what the crazy future guy in Star Trek: Voyager tried to explain? Yeah, something like that. It’s quite an interesting thought process to be sure. It’s life though, nothing can be done about it. So let life be what it wants to be, there’s nothing wrong with that tho...
I'm not sure I know what's going on in my own life at this moment. I know what's occurred. What will occur soon. But nothing concrete. It feels like it's all made up and I am going to wake up any day now. If I had the ability to actually see the future, I could anticipate what was coming for me. But I can't, so I won't be able to do any of that. What a shame. So many things to wish for. So little time in which to do it all. I won't be wishing on anything anytime soon. There's no point to it. All we are left with are empty hopeless dreams that will never come true. Maybe I can change the outcome before everything grows too late. Maybe I can do all of that and make it happen. I don't know exactly what needs to change yet. I'm still working on that list. I need to figure out something, anything to make this life move forward. I feel like I'm in survival mode. I guess I do have one wish, but she's not coming back. No matter how long I hang o...