One would think this life would be easier than it currently is. I mean come on wouldn’t ou think that? Of course you would. So why can’t we each believe in it I for one would want to believe in it. It would give me something to do with my day at least. But well there’s something else on my mind. We have to be able to understand what it is exactly, if we don’t? Then that’s something quite different now isn’t it? Yeah that’s what I was thinking.
Woke up at 4:24 this morning and I am tired. I'm not sure why I woke up so early. I just did. There's not much to do that early in the morning. I thought I would fall back asleep. But that didn't happen. I remained awake and here I am. Still tired as all get out. But what are you supposed to do when that happens? I don't know. I'm not sure anyone knows what to do when that happens. Life just happens man. Life just happens. I'm sure I'll take a nap later today or tonight. Recharge my batteries so to speak. It would be nice to be able to just get this sleep thing figured out. I took my sleep meds like I should. They did their magic like they always do. Thank goodness. Being this tired makes me wish I had some place to put all of this frustration with myself. I feel like I should have done something more to try and stay together. But what was there to do? I felt like I wasn't wanted, that things weren't working out. So, I had to leave. There was no oth...