DreamSense

I wish I had the ability to understand or at least grasp whatever it is I’m meant to understand by this time in my life. There are people who are older than me and they don’t even have a clue of what they’re meant to be doing with thier lives. It’s not for the faint of heart I suppose. It would be nice to figure everything I ever wanted to figure out in this life. But I don’t think that will ever happen anytime soon. Call it a hunch, or a gut feeling. It’s just something I have going on in my head. Someday I might have something figured out. But I woudln’t hold my breath. Not now at least. Maybe that’s the key to it all. I’m not meant to figure out anything and I’m just supposed to allow it to come to me. There’s a thought I never considered before. All of the would be nice to haves flood my thoughts as of late. I know I can’t have all of the wishes of my heart come true at once. I don’t even know what those wishes are, if I’m being honest. It’s just a weird place in time to live ri...

A book title can be many words or it can be a few words. It’s usually a few words to get the point across. It needs to bring the readers attention to the cover as they see it on the bookshelf at the bookstore in order for them to pick it up and go “Hmmm, this might be a good book to read!” You can figure out the rest. I often have trouble finding the right image to use for a book cover. It also needs to pop out at the reader. Eye catching but also makes sense to what the book is about. You don’t have to understand everything about the book by its cover, but enough to pique your interest. So that’s the front cover. Now, what about the back cover? I can hear you thinking about that. I’m on the fence when an author puts their picture of themeslves on the back cover. I’m like, no give me a blurb to read about the book. Tell me what the book is about so I can decide if I want to buy it or not. I don’t really care about your mug on the back cover. If you want to have your picutre on the b...

A while back, I wrote a book simply called “Darkness.” I have since lost the physical copy of said book, but I still have the complete texth saved in a word doc. I’m thinking of publishing it on the web for kicks. I’ll have to do some formatting on it though, make some changes etc. Make sure it’s presentable as a pdf. Overall just clean it up a bit. That should take me some time, I might even revise it here and there to make sure everything looks smooth when it finally goes to pdf status. I think it will be a good addition to whatever it is I’m making. I want it to be good, that’s all. Then again maybe I’m not meant to release it out into the wild as it were. That could cause to be chaotic and not in a good way. (Seriously, when was chaotic ever good?) So we’ll see what happens with it.

Tue May 22 09:31:24 MDT 2018 Been thinking a lot as of late. Not sure what to do about anything. Life seems to be a constant uphill battle. A battle I no longer wish to deal with. Talk about an annoying thought process. It would be nice to be able to figure out once and for all what this life is all about. I can read the scriptures and everything, my mind keeps asking questions. I do not know what to do with those questions though. I think that’s were the problem lays. Questions are natural. Questions come because people are inquiring of things. They wonder about life. They wonder about everything that comes to their mind. What is a person supposed to do about any of that then? If they have questions they ask. If they ask? They get in trouble. That’s where this life can lead you. To a deep dark troubling issue. If you end up in trouble? Where do you end up going? It doesn’t quite make sense now does it. No, I didn’t think it would. Whatever the case? There has got to be a reason be...

For thou wilt not leave my soul in hell; neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption. ( Psalm 16:10 KJV ) Ah the man who wrote these magnificent lines. I often say to myself please don’t leave my soul in Hell. I feel I am a good decent human being. I have no right to be thrust down to Hell because of unbelief in something like religion. I do not know the best way to go about this life most of the time. That’s the truth. I hope God doesn’t leave me to rot and burn in a place called Hell. I’m not even sure if such a place exists! I believe we are in Hell right now. This is Hell on Earth if you ask me. There is nothing more terrible than this wicked corrupt state in which we are forced to bear. I wish I could figure out exactly what this life is meant to be like or about, but I’m not sure I am able to do that. Not now at least. Maybe someday in the far distant future I will be able to see that which I am meant to see. Something that will cause me to give pause and thoug...

There are two characters in Smallville that center around Clark ’s life. Those two people are Lana and Chloe . Now don’t get me wrong, I get it. He’s a guy, they’re women so there has to be some drama here and there. But during the first few seaons, of what I’ve seen so far, there is a ton of drama between these three people. I blame it on High School. It’s High School drama for sure. There’s no other way to explain it. They’re kids. Where kids are drama is sure to follow. I suppose that’s okay to an extent, but it doesn’t have to be sprinkled about every chance you get. I like the show, just the drama between these two can be a bit much at times. They both have feelings for Clark, yet Clark only really likes Lana. Naturally we know he won’t end up with either of them in the long run. He ends up with Lois Lane during his time at the Daily Planet. (Thank goodness for small favors!) Maybe they could have done something different with the women in the show? I don’t know what they c...