DreamSense

 Well it’s your birthday. I’m not even sure how old you would be today.  I don’t know what to say but happy birthday. I miss you and I can’t even call you up to celebrate you. Or send you a card.  I know I haven’t always been the best kid or anything like that. But I’m trying. I just hope you’re proud of who I am today. 

Years ago, think 2003, I had an idea for a Contact Management System . The base of the program would be contact based. Keeping things like: Name Company Title/Position Address Phone Number(9) Notes Very basic. But with one caveat, it could be extendable by plugins . I was going to write this in ColdFusion , but nothing ever came from it. I’d like to try my hand at it again , this time in Java or something similar? I don’t know how I would accomplish this. There would have to be some kind of config file for each extension/addition to the program that would load the external programming. Yeah, it def needs more attention and thought process to it. But I’d thought I’d put it out there for now so I can remember it later.

Ah Tuesday is here! Such a wonderful time to be alive. It’s a taco night for most people. I enjoy a good taco. Good beef or turkey in it. Maybe some chicken? Picante sauce on top? YUM! A good taco is like an explosion in your mouth. It’s so delicious, I don’t know how else to describe it. Tuesday brings about other things in life. Sometimes it’s a good thing, sometimes it’s a bad thing. Either way, Tuesday is here and we can celebrate! I don’t know how most people celebrate to be honest, but we’re doing meatloaf at our house. So delicious. I know it’s not tacos, but it’s something yummy.

What A Life Jun 20, 2019 What a life indeed. Each of us come into this world to try and figure out things. Life has a way to make us think and consider whatever is going on, it must find a way to allow us to figure it all out. We don’t always figure things out of course, that’s not how this life always works. It comes and goes long before we even have a chance to attempt any of it. Talk about a twist that just doesn’t make sense.

Hearing things … again . Gah! Last night I woke up thought I heard [Wife] calling my name (she wasn’t, of course), went out into the living room to check on her and she was asleep in a chair. I hate when the voices decide to wake me up in the middle of the night! What on Earth is going on here? I don’t seem to understand it or get it. Naturally it’s all in my head. I know that. But still, when you hear your name being called out? You have to check things out! Who knows if it’s legit or not. I sure didn’t have a clue, so I had to go see what was going on. That’s just how this life is at times, I guess. I mean come on now. There has to be a way to overcome this? Surely there’s a way? I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. But seriously, there needs to be a way to get past this. I can wish as long as the day is … long, but it won’t mean I’ll get over it. I just have to work my way through it. Voices in my head suck. They play tricks on me. When they’re nice, if they ever are, they can ...

Why Does It Matter? Jun 19, 2019 One would think this life would actually make some kind of sense eventually. I mean shouldn’t it? Maybe it would, maybe it wouldn’t. I’m not sure. But you know what they say about not being sure. Life finds a way to make sure you’re sure about something sometime in the future. Sure it might not happen right now, but it will happen someday. So that all works out. Whatever the case, life finds a way to do something with you. If you choose to go along with it? Fine. If you don’t? That’s fine too.