DreamSense

We Don’t Have A Clue by Kyle Eggleston Today is but a day. I do not know how else to explain it, or how to describe any of it. We live in a world where nothing really happens, except for what we allow to happen. Does that make any sense? I doubt it would. We simply live in a world...we wish for that world to be something unique. Something we are able to grasp and understand. We hardly grasp or understand half of the things that go on in this world. I mean, if we really understood it all wouldn’t we have a better grasp of how things work? Yeah that’s what I thought. But we don’t. We don’t have any clue how this world is meant to exist, or how it is meant to survive. How are we to survive on a world like this? There are so many different options out there, we don’t have a clue. We need to get a clue.

Feeling off lately. I don’t know how to explain any of it. That’s just life as it comes to you at times. Life will do whatever it takes to ensure it finds its way out of the forest. That’s the secret to life, don’t let it get in the way of what’s out there. Overthinking can only get you so far in this life. It has a way of making this life impossible. But what do you expect with such a life? Not much, I’m afraid, not much at all.

Life feels weird at times. I don’t think there is anything that can be done about it. That’s okay though. So many emotions floating about today. It would be nice to figure it all out. I don’t think that will be possible though. There are so many things in this life. I don’t know where to begin most days. It’s a crazy thing this life, I just need to figure out what this life has to offer. Sometimes the answers we seek aren’t meant to be found. They simply cannot find peace in this life. It’s a shame really. So you have to ask yourself what’s important in this life. It’s not that difficult of a question really. It does make me wonder at times how this life is meant to move forward. Not everything can make sense all of the time. That’s just how this life works.

Never Go Back by Kyle Eggleston Sometimes, you gotta accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they used to be. That’s an interesting thought. You can never go back in time to fix or change anything. It’s just not possible. We might want to go back in time and change anything, everything, but we can’t. Simple? Well not simple to hear, but very easy to say. So what do we do about all of this? Nothing. We do nothing. We can do nothing. You’d like to do something, but no that’s really not going to do any good in this life. So we wait. We wait for something to come along and hopefully we are able to anticipate the future. The future is all we can hope for.

The weekend is finally here. Feels like it’s been quite a week already. Talk about busy busy and that’s only half of it! Life itself has a tendency to feel a bit complex at times. I don’t know the severity of it. Just that it is and that’s simply life. I suppose if life weren’t such a challenge, what would the point of it [life] be? So you can see the point I’m attempting to illustrate here. Life has a way of tearing you down and beating you to a pulp. Maybe that’s not the issue though. Maybe the real issue is the fact we allow life to tear us down from time to time. Could that be the main source to the problem that is life? I think it is. Since we allow it to happen, we have no one to blame but ourselves. Depression sets in. You can only hide from it for so long. The mind tends to believe what it wants to believe as far as psychosis is concerned. There doesn’t seem to be a way back from such a thing. Once you’re locked into the simulation, you’re stuck there. There can be no escape...

Psychosis is quite real. Having been in and out of psychosis a lot of times, you never really get use to it. Sometimes it sneaks up on you without warning. It can be a wakeup call at times for sure. But I have to take whatever comes my way I guess. The voices get annoying at times for sure. When you live in the trenches of your own mind, you can feel quite trapped. Being trapped in your own mind can be terrifying, in its own right. But just because we feel trapped doesn’t mean we have to live there. Life is full of surprises, you mind doesn’t really care how you feel. It’s going to do whatever it wants to do. Sometimes that means we have to walk through Hell in order to get where we belong. It can be quite a learning curve is all. If I could put a stop to it all, I would. I don’t even know where to begin with it all. Life can be a bit confusing at times. What am I supposed to do with that confusion? The truth to it all will be my own downfall. No matter what happens in this life, i...