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Exactly What Are We Doing Here?

Fri Jun 19 02:06:33 PM MDT 2026 Ever wonder what it is we’re doing here? Yeah that’s what I’m thinking. It doesn’t always make sense to me. I mean we live for a purpose, a reason don’t we? If we don’t, then we’re in the wrong business of living. If there’s nothing to be done with living, then we need to figure something else out. I don’t know how that’s all possible though. Life certainly won’t find a way to make things easier or better simply because we want it to…or does it? I mean do we have that much control over this life that we can expect it to be different than it is? I’m not sure I buy into that. Fri Jun 19 03:27:01 PM MDT 2026 I do believe that today has been quite a day. Things have happened and that’s just the tip of the iceberg. I’m not sure exactly what has happened today, just things. All the things I fear. But that’s okay, life will always be that way. It will happen and take place the way it’s meant to.
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Today Is Another Day

Thu Jun 18 08:35:39 AM MDT 2026 Today is simply a day, what more do you want from it? I’m not sure. It will be whatever it will be and there’s nothing else that can matter because of it. We have to accept everything that comes from today and don’t worry about what tomorrow will bring. Today will never come again. The past is the past for a reason. It will never cease to exist. The past will forever be the past and we cannot overcome that. It isn’t a curse or anything, but a common foe that we must try and overcome. This life will be whatever it wants to be. It will turn out the way it’s meant to turn out. I don’t have a clue how either of those statements work, they just do. So it will always be whatever it wants to be. We don’t have a choice in the matter. Life will come and life will go, it won’t make a difference if it happens today or tomorrow. It will always take place and happen.

Oh Life!

Wed Jun 17 08:28:05 AM MDT 2026 Okay, let’s face it. Life can get in the way at times. I accept that. I realize that. It can be a real pain in the ass at times and I’d rather it not be. But what can a person do about that? I don’t know. There are so many things in this life that come our way and we don’t have a rhyme or reason to do anything about it. That’s life for you. It will do what it wants, when it wants and you have to either accept it or deny it. If you deny it, well there are consequences. Oh boy are there consequences for our actions. Whoever said we have “free” agency was wrong, agency isn’t free if there are consequences. Talk about a mind fuck. I wish I could make everything that’s bad disappear for everyone. I’m not sure how that would look though. I bet it would be a complicated mess. That’s the last thing I need in this life is a complicated mess. I don’t need or want that to be going on at all. Life has a way of letting you know it exists, but if it constantly gets ...

All Or Nothing

Tuesday, September 08, 2026 All-or-nothing thinking (also called black-and-white or dichotomous thinking) is a cognitive distortion where you see things in absolutes—either perfect or terrible, right or wrong, good or bad. In reality, most situations have a mix of positives and negatives, and this extreme “either/or” style can fuel anxiety, depression, and perfectionism. I’ve been thinking this way for years. I doubt it will go away anytime soon. That’s simply how life is at times and I have to deal with it. Well, from that description…it can stem from anxiety or depression. Both of which I have. Sounds great to me don’t you think? Yeah that’s what happens when overthinking is normal. I wish it wasn’t this way. But it is and there’s not much I can do about it. Such is life.

Life Is Hard

Tue Jun 16 11:25:43 AM MDT 2026 Life feels kind of difficult at times today. I’m not sure what’s going on with it all. I feel like something is out to get me. I don’t know what’s out to get me for sure, but it feels like something is out there waiting to destroy me. I don’t like that feeling. It feels so weird and off at times. I wish I had a clue of what it is all about. But I don’t. It feels like a large weight is on my chest and I can’t seem to breathe. That’s what it feels like. I don’t like it. I’m sure it will go away eventually. It can’t stick around forever. Right? Right? I sure as hell hope it can’t! Tue Jun 16 01:15:14 PM MDT 2026 If I had the ability, I think I would want life to make some kind of sense. I’m not sure how that’s meant to be though. If life doesn’t make sense, who am I to say otherwise. I don’t think I’m allowed to have such a command presence on such a topic. Life will be what it always is. It will either be good or it will be bad. I do not know how it i...

What Kind Of Day Is Today?

Mon Jun 15 10:29:51 AM MDT 2026 Today is but a day, there’s nothing else that comes from it. It will be whatever it wants to be and we cannot do anything about it. If I had complete control over my life, what would we need for a higher power to be watching over us? We need to have that higher being in place though, at least I think we do. Without Him watching over us, we might screw up bad beyond the point of no longer being able to do whatever it is we need to accomplish in this life. So confused at times, I’m not sure where this confusion comes from though. I need to be able to make sense of something in this life. If I don’t? Then what is the purpose of life? I don’t get it. Sure there are a ton of things I don’t get in this life, I guess that’s just how this life is meant to be? I don’t know. I wish … oh how I wish I could have it make sense to me. But it doesn’t ever want to make sense for me. Do you see the problem I’m facing here? The dilemma I have at times? If you don’t, we...