So … I had a therapy session. Messaging therapy. Yeah it’s not for me. I need to be able to speak with someone face to face, or audio or something. Just chatting over a messaging service is not what I had in mind when it comes to therapy options. Eh, it’s whatever. I’ll deal without the bullshit that is what was offered as a “free” plan. I’ll get over it. I’ll just find something else that will work for me, that actually works out well and will meet my needs better. I don’t blame the company or the person I spoke with briefly, but it’s just not for me it would seem. That’s okay though. I gave it a shot. Figured that’s the least I could do considering my mental health and everything that goes on. They just weren’t equiped with the kind of service I need I think. Maybe I don’t need therapy. Perhaps I can do without and I’ll be just fine. Yeah that’s a good idea. I can deal with life without the though process of a therapist seeking to help me. There’s nothing wrong with that. In a way...
Fri May 22 09:09:34 AM MDT 2026 Psychosis Is Real Hearing things, seeing things, they’re all real to me. I don’t understand why they happen. But they tend to happen at the worst times in life. I’ve had my fair share of things I’ve both seen and heard in my lifetime. There doesn’t appear to be a rhyme or reason for them to occur. They just do. It’s a funny thing to think about, the things the voices say. Let’s face it, sometimes they’re down right mean to me. They want me to kill myself. I don’t have a say in what they tell me though. They are annoying at best. There are currently three voices that bother me. One is aggressive, one is kind, and the other one eggs the other two on at times. They can all get annoying when they talk all at once. I don’t know how to stop them though. I wish there was a way to make them stop. Why do I hear voices? Why do they want me dead so much? I don’t know the answer to this. No therapist, psychologist, or doctor has been able to tell me why this i...