DreamSense

Religion and all things relating to it are man made constructs. There is no higher power at play. It all comes from the simple minds of people. That’s the simple truth of it all. There is no middle ground, no shades of grey. Life happens when we least expect it. There are two extremes in this life. It is either good or it is evil. There isn’t much of a middle ground as far as that is concerned. At the center of it all is some kind of God figure watching the world simply burn. If there is a God, He doesn’t show much for His children. Sure you can say He is bound by laws, doesn’t mean it’s true. It could be my psychosis thinking all of this up. I do not know the reason behind it all. If there were a God at the center of it all, would He really make me this way? Why is that? Am I meant to suffer? Maybe life is meant to be cruel at times. I mean come on now, what would you rather believe? This life is perfect? I think not! Life has its reasons to be whatever it wants to be. There is n...

Overthinking, yet again. I’m not sure what to think about this life most days. If I said it was confusing, that would be telling the truth. But what can I do about it? Not much I’m afraid. Not much at all. That’s how the cookie crumbles at times. It’s a silly thought now isn’t it? That’s what I was thinking too! If life had a purpose, what would it be? There are so many things in this life which require our undivided attention. You cannot deny that as a fact. It’s proof that life exists for a reason. A pretty good reason if you ask me. Life, at various times, is full of surprises. They can be good or bad, I think it all depends on the situation. Nothing in life is set in stone as it is always on the move towards adventure. But we can’t always be tied down to that which we don’t have. We don’t have control over things we don’t have or aren’t in our orbit. ’Tis the beast’s true nature that one. Confusing at times? Most definitely. Talk about an upset on a most terrible scale of terrib...

Uniqueness is often a trait we seek after. Traits are what make us all who we are. We don’t always have a say about a lot of our traits. Some are quite simply a product of how and where we were raised. Running around with scissors can be dangerous. Knowledge itself can be a dangerous concept. Yet here we are metaphorically running with scissors. The music continues to play. We have no control over the music. It’s quite an unfortunate happenstance. In this instance, the music represents voices and hallucinations. They can be a menace for sure. So many things to hear and relate to our own existence. Maybe it’s the little things that get on my nerves most days. I don’t know how else to put it all. Feels like a waste of time to worry about what the intrusive thoughts have to say to me. I can wish all I want, but let’s fact it. Wishing never got me a damn in the first place. I have a lump in my throat. It’s been there all fucking day. Pretty sure it’s anxiety related. I’m anxious about...

Life is confusing at best. I don’t know how else to describe it most days. Talk about a conundrum! But that’s life. If we knew what was coming, life wouldn’t be that much of a challenge would it? Yes, life sure feels like a challenge at times. You know the adage, life isn’t always fair. Well it’s not, is it. To each their own madness it would seem. We are al mad here anyway. No matter how I look at life, it feels like time is slowly slipping away from me. What happens when that time runs out? It’s something to consider now isn’t it? Maybe it’s a wasted thought of nothing, I do not know. If that’s the case, then isn’t this writing exercise futile as well? Perhaps it is indeed. I hate to think that’s the case. Thinking about life can be quite rewarding in its own right. Overthinking, on the other hand, can be dangerous. Life is a history book full of lessons. Will we triumph over evil? Turn the page. It is perhaps merely a metaphor. Yet it is a powerful one at that. But that’s life f...

Tue Jan 7 20:06:13 MST 2020 There has got to be some reason for these thoughts. Whatever thoughts come into my mind, I mean they have to have a reason right? Worry, regret, things I can’t control. Everything else which simply can’t be understood or controlled…things like that. I don’t know what to do with these thoughts. People tell me to simply forget about them. Let them go. Who’s to know how that’s meant to work out. I don’t have a clue. I wish I did. That would be nice, but I don’t. I mean, if life is meant to be simple…a breeze, something we’re meant to accomplish well into our 90s etc, if we live that long. Then aren’t we suppose to be able to do something with it? Aren’t we meant to be able to accomplish something and just be there for each other? No matter what happens? Life comes and goes, it’s not meant to be out there out there, but here we are. We don’t know what happens all the time. We don’t know what goes on when we aren’t listening or aren’t watching. We simply don’t ...

So, Doomsday showed up in Smallville. They were hinting at it. Jor-El told Clark in the fortress that Doomsday was coming. I was like, wait a second, doesn’t Superman meet up with Doomsday? Not some before Superman kid? Yeah…that was unexpected to say the least. I’m not sure if I want Clark to deal with Doomsday at this juncture. I mean, yes we’re talking about a show that’s been off the air for like twenty something years, but I’m a first time watcher so it’s exciting and nerve wracking at the same time. I guess I’ll just have to wait and see what happens! I did read a few spoilers, I need to stop doing that! So I have an idea of what to expect about a certain character. (I think the whole thing is kinda dumb if you ask me, but it’s…whatever. When I get to that point I’ll rant about it.)