DreamSense

Okay, so I just finished Season 8. HOLY CRAP they killed Jimmy Olsen! I did not see that coming! I’m starting to think Doomsday/David was a prick. But hey, that’s just my own thought on the matter. He sure didn’t want anyone having Chloe but himself. Good thing Clark took care of Doomsday. It took me a moment to realize that the battle was over once they hit that geothermal station and things exploded. To be honest, I’m not impressed with the Doomsday storyline in Smallville. It didn’t capture the same erie feeling that the comics did. I don’t think anyone has accurately portrayed Doomsday the way he was meant to be seen. Some have come close, but even then they got things wrong. I would love to be able to watch a true Superman Doomsday throwdown. You know what I’m talking about, where Superman dies but before dying he learns that Doomsday’s bones are his weakness and takes him out. Just like in the comics. But alas, I think that would be too long of a movie to fully explain Doomsda...

Sometimes life can be crazy and unpredictable. Such is life if you stop to think about it. Talk about a wild ride. If I could give life a break, I would. But, you see, life won’t give me a break. That’s all there is to it. Life will give you answers on its own terms. It’s not some kind of fairytale. It’s just life. Such a funny thing this life. There really isn’t anything it doesn’t know. Life has been around a lot longer than you or me. The funny thing about life is, it doesn’t wait for us to make a choice. So we have to allow life to do what it’s meant to do and be. There’s no going back once this life gets in motion. Life really can be an interesting thing at times. But there really isn’t anything we can do about this life. We are not in control of our own destiny. If I had one wish for this life it would be to understand my purpose, my humanity. If destiny and fate are real, what are they to me? Such an interesting question don’t you think? I don’t know if I actually believe in...

Wed Jan 8 14:19:58 MST 2020 Today doesn’t feel like much of a day. I can’t explain it. It just feels like something is bothering me and I don’t know what. It would be nice to figure out exactly what is going on, but well when you can’t figure things out like this? What are you meant to do. Exactly. Nothing. There’s nothing you are able to do about any of it, you’re stuck with everything that comes your way. I doubt it has anything to do with anything I’ve done or not done. Just that I’m confused by why I feel this way. So there’s that I guess.

Tue Jan 7 19:39:37 MST 2020 Let’s talk about today than shall we? I’d like to think it would be a nice moment in time if we could simply get along with everything that happens in this life, yet I doubt it will. It’s a shame if you think about it. A real shame. But what are you going to do with any of it? No one knows exactly. So here we sit waiting for something better to come along, hoping for something to happen and allowing us to actually see what is real and what isn’t.

Religion and all things relating to it are man made constructs. There is no higher power at play. It all comes from the simple minds of people. That’s the simple truth of it all. There is no middle ground, no shades of grey. Life happens when we least expect it. There are two extremes in this life. It is either good or it is evil. There isn’t much of a middle ground as far as that is concerned. At the center of it all is some kind of God figure watching the world simply burn. If there is a God, He doesn’t show much for His children. Sure you can say He is bound by laws, doesn’t mean it’s true. It could be my psychosis thinking all of this up. I do not know the reason behind it all. If there were a God at the center of it all, would He really make me this way? Why is that? Am I meant to suffer? Maybe life is meant to be cruel at times. I mean come on now, what would you rather believe? This life is perfect? I think not! Life has its reasons to be whatever it wants to be. There is n...

Overthinking, yet again. I’m not sure what to think about this life most days. If I said it was confusing, that would be telling the truth. But what can I do about it? Not much I’m afraid. Not much at all. That’s how the cookie crumbles at times. It’s a silly thought now isn’t it? That’s what I was thinking too! If life had a purpose, what would it be? There are so many things in this life which require our undivided attention. You cannot deny that as a fact. It’s proof that life exists for a reason. A pretty good reason if you ask me. Life, at various times, is full of surprises. They can be good or bad, I think it all depends on the situation. Nothing in life is set in stone as it is always on the move towards adventure. But we can’t always be tied down to that which we don’t have. We don’t have control over things we don’t have or aren’t in our orbit. ’Tis the beast’s true nature that one. Confusing at times? Most definitely. Talk about an upset on a most terrible scale of terrib...