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Life Is Odd

Fri May 8 07:54:07 PM MDT 2026 Life Comes At Us Fast Let’s face it, life comes at us fast. Sometimes it’s too fast for us to grasp. I mean how do you keep up with whatever is going on when you least expect anything in this world or life to make sense? I don’t know. I feel drained today. I don’t know how else to explain it. It’s not a good feeling at all. I wish I had the ability not to feel this way. But it comes with the territory I guess. I often wonder “what’s wrong with me,” I rarely ever get an answer. I wonder why that is. There doesn’t seem to be a rhyme or a reason for why I feel this way at times. I guess if I had all the answers, I’d be able to understand what goes on in my life huh? Yeah, something like that. But I don’t. So I keep thinking to myself whatever will happen will happen. If life had an understandable purpose, I think I would be able to make it worth while. But it feels so down at times that I am unable to actually get where I want to be in life. Does that ...
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Blast From The Past: May 4, 2018

Fri May 4 23:07:22 MDT 2018 There could be something more said about life. But well it’s not really all there is ya know? Life tends to come and go. That’s really all there is. We live and we die. What more do you want from it? I don’t know. I really don’t know. Who’s to understand fully what’s going on in this life. I mean, there are ideas…thoughts…other things? I don’t know. Today wasn’t too bad. Life did its thing. We all continue to live. Is that not enough?
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What Is Life

Thu May 7 06:13:38 AM MDT 2026 Another day ha come, what’s there to be saida bout it? I’m not quite sure. I mean it’s here. My alarm went off at four am this morning because of things that need to be done. It happens. Life that is. We all get so caught up and so busy that we forget to breathe once in a while. I suppose it kind of makes sense, do a degree. Doesn’t mean it will always make sense though. I highly doubt that will ever take place or happen. I’d like to think for a moment that this life gets better. I mean it has to get better at some point, doesn’t it? I don’t understand what goes on in this life most days. I wish I did. O tjoml ot has to do with my depression keeping me at bay most days. I can’t be for sure about that of course, but I do believe that’s what does it for me. I have to tell myself I’m okay with that. But truth be told? I’m not okay with that. It’s freakin’ depression for crying out loud! How am I supposed to be okay with depression? I can’t. There’s no wa...
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Psychosis

Ah, Psychosis . Such an interesting word. Google a definition, and you will find out a lot about it. Or I could give you the definition here without warning. Psychosis is a mental health condition characterized by a loss of contact with reality, often involving hallucinations (seeing/hearing things not there) and delusions (fixed, false beliefs). It is not a specific disease but a set of symptoms, commonly involving confused thinking, speech, and behavior. Common causes include schizophrenia , bipolar disorder , severe stress, and substance misuse. Yeah, that ought to do it. Now, I can hear you asking, why am I talking about this again ? Well because it’s an important topic. It needs to be talked about and not just swept under the rug as it were. A lot of people tend to sweep mental illness under the rug as it were. It can be quite intense. When you aren’t quite sure what is real anymore and everything feels like an invasion of your privacy. Like, what is real these days? I’m n...
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Blast From The Past: May 3, 2018

Thu May 3 18:35:57 MDT 2018 There needs to be a way to simply exist. Something out there must allow for such a concept? Perhaps not. Yet, if we do exist and nothing else is to be had from it all, I suppose we aren’t growing. Growth is the key to life. It’s not really the best idea or option at times. But hey, it’s growth right? Yes, something like that. Growth to do that which you need to do. To be able to have that peace of mind to continue working towards that greater good. Whatever the case, growth seems and appears to come and go at will. Who’s will that be? I’m not certain. It would be nice to find out someday.
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Once In A Lifetime

There are many times in this life where we wonder what’s going on with it. It would be nice to be able to figure everything out once and for all. But I don’t think that’s how this life is meant to work. I think life is meant to be full of surprises. If we could guess and dictate how our lives go, I don’t think there would be any mystery to it all. We need the mystery of life. There has to be something we have to keep guessing at. Something to keep us on our toes. So, let it happen. No matter what happens in this life, remember this one thing. You can control your destiny. There’s nothing stopping you from achieving your dreams. There isn’t anything we can’t do, the skies the limit. Isn’t that the saying? The skies the limit? Yeah, something like that. If we aren’t able to see the future, we can only see the present and take the experiences from the past. We do this in order to become the better version of ourselves. Isn’t that what we want the most? To become a better more enlighte...
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Over Thinking

Thoughts tend to get in the way a lot of the time. Let's face it, this life is full of thoughts. Some thoughts are are good, other thoughts are considered bad. Then there are the in-between thoughts that don't make any sense at all. Sometimes I don't mind the thoughts. They can do whatever they want in my mind. Then there are other times that I simply do not like the thoughts. They need to stop and I can't control them. I can't tell them enough that I need them to stop, they don't stop unfortunately and they run their course. So I deal with it. I live with it. I allow it to overtake me and my mind. Not the most healthiest way to deal with something mind you, but I don't know how else to deal. Intrusive thoughts tend to get in the way sometimes. They're relentless and don't stop. I wish I had some way to make them simply go away, but they seem to continue to come and don't want to leave me alone. So I deal with t...
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