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Voices In My Head

Hearing things … again . Gah! Last night I woke up thought I heard [Wife] calling my name (she wasn’t, of course), went out into the living room to check on her and she was asleep in a chair. I hate when the voices decide to wake me up in the middle of the night! What on Earth is going on here? I don’t seem to understand it or get it. Naturally it’s all in my head. I know that. But still, when you hear your name being called out? You have to check things out! Who knows if it’s legit or not. I sure didn’t have a clue, so I had to go see what was going on. That’s just how this life is at times, I guess. I mean come on now. There has to be a way to overcome this? Surely there’s a way? I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. But seriously, there needs to be a way to get past this. I can wish as long as the day is … long, but it won’t mean I’ll get over it. I just have to work my way through it. Voices in my head suck. They play tricks on me. When they’re nice, if they ever are, they can ...
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Blast From The Past:: June 19, 2019

Why Does It Matter? Jun 19, 2019 One would think this life would actually make some kind of sense eventually. I mean shouldn’t it? Maybe it would, maybe it wouldn’t. I’m not sure. But you know what they say about not being sure. Life finds a way to make sure you’re sure about something sometime in the future. Sure it might not happen right now, but it will happen someday. So that all works out. Whatever the case, life finds a way to do something with you. If you choose to go along with it? Fine. If you don’t? That’s fine too.
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Blast From The Past: June 18, 2019

Nothing Matters Jun 18, 2019 Nothing really matters anymore. There’s nothing worth anything. Here we live and here we always will be. Why should one bother with that which they cannot change? However, there are things in life which you have the ability to change and have control over. Change those things and you will be able to see something better in the future because of it.
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Notebooks!

So, I have seven new shiny notebooks, with pens, to write in! SEVEN OF THEM! Yes I get excited by notebooks in general. I enjoy writing, it’s what I do best…most of the time. There isn’t always a way to tell if I’m doing good at it though. But I have notebooks to write in, so that excites me beyond any reason of the imagination at all. If I can write in something physical, and not have to be on my computer? I’d rather be writing that way. It’s just how life feels at times. I like it. But if I have to write using my computer, then that’s okay too. Eventually whatever I end up writing will end up in my computer at some point in space or another. It’s just a given fact. AND, the notebooks are different colors! So if I wanted to, I could color coordinate them by series I’m working on or whatever. They’re good colors too. Yellow Orange Purple Green Blue Okay so that’s not seven different colors. But hey it works! I’m happy with it! (and I deserve to be happy)
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Added some bindings to my vimrc

So, I added the following to my vimrc: " Change Leader Key to a comma, that '\' is so hard to reach let mapleader = "," " Set the maximum width of text to 80 characters set textwidth=80 " Optional visual indicator for the 80th column set colorcolumn=80 " Show line numbers set number " File type detection, plugins, and smart indentation filetype plugin indent on " formatoptions settings: " t: Auto-wrap text using textwidth " c: Auto-wrap comments using textwidth " q: Allow formatting of comments with "gq" set formatoptions+=tcq " Tabs and Spaces Setup set expandtab " Use spaces instead of tabs set tabstop=4 " Number of spaces that a tab counts for set shiftwidth=4 " Number of spaces to use for each step of autoindent set softtabstop=4 " Number of spaces that a tab counts for while editing " Enable syntax highlighting syntax enable " Always show the status lin...
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