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Why This Life?

Ever wonder why life is like this? I mean the way it is? Yeah I wonder about that a lot really. Life doesn’t feel fair most of the time. There are days were it feels unbearable. But I keep chugging along. (Is that even the right phrase for it? I don’t have a clue.) Yeah, life can be downright mean sometimes. I get that, I’m not sure how this life was ever meant to be sane for anyone. Here we are trying to do our best, and we don’t know what our best is at times because this life won’t shut up long enough to allow us to think. It’s so loud, so noisy. Talk about a roller coaster ride we didn’t ask to be put on. Yet we’re here! Doing what we’ve always done, because that’s what we were told to do. It’s something like that. I’m not sure exactly what though. It’s an odd duck this life. I guess I’ll just keep going forward until I can’t anymore and I get stuck along with the rest of the other people.
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Blast From The Past: Jun 12, 2019

Living Life Jun 12, 2019 Just trying to live life. What more is there to consider or think about? Life is what it is, life. There’s nothing to realize beyond it. Don’t think about it, don’t worry about it. Just live a life and see where it takes you. Isn’t that all which matters most? Yeah, something like that.

Depression Sucks

I’m kind of depressed today. I’m not sure where it’s coming from if I’m being completely honest with you. But it’s depression for sure. There doesn’t seem like there’s a way to overcome it. I’m not sure what to do about it. I don’t want to go to a mental facility. They’ll keep me for over a week. I think I’ve been depressed ever since I’ve moved back here. It’s a nice place to live, don’t get me wrong. But I just feel depressed here. There’s nothing I can do about it. I have to keep my head up and try and fit in, make things better wherever possible. Not sure exactly how to do that though. Life manages to get in the way at times. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life a lot of the time. Life just has a funny way of fucking with you. There doesn’t appear to be a way to overcome it. I wish there was someway I could make life do whatever I want it to do and have it stick. Yeah that’ll be the day. Whatever that happens, if it happens. I highly doubt it will though. Life isn’t meant to ...

Blast From The Past: June 11, 2019

Sometimes You’re Just Wrong Jun 11, 2019 That’s right, sometimes you are just plain wrong. It happens and that’s fine. There’s nothing wrong with being wrong…say that three times fast! Yeah, nothing wrong about it at all. So here we all are, trying to do something for the good of the community etc. and that’s all which really matters.

Latest VIMRC Setup

So, here’s my latest .vimrc file. So far I like it. The statusline is very helpful in letting me know certain things about the file. Like what kid of file it is, character position, where I’m at in the file, and the word count, it’s useful: " Set the maximum width of text to 80 characters set textwidth=80 " Optional: visual indicator for the 80th column set colorcolumn=80 set number " formatoptions settings: " t: Auto-wrap text using textwidth " c: Auto-wrap comments using textwidth " q: Allow formatting of comments with "gq" set formatoptions+=tcq set expandtab " Use spaces instead of tabs set tabstop=4 " Number of spaces that a tab counts for set shiftwidth=4 " Number of spaces to use for each step of (auto)indent set softtabstop=4 " Number of spaces that a tab counts for while performing editing operations syntax enable " Always show the status line set laststatus=2 " Define the format (File pa...

Sometimes Life Changes Us

There are times where this life changes us. We don't always know or understand why that happens. Perhaps this life is meant to be better than it currently is? If that's the case, then I need to be able to figure that out. Nothing really makes sense anymore. I get that. But if I'm meant to be something better than I currently am, I best find out how to make that happen.

Blast From The Past: June 10, 2019

What Even Is This Jun 10, 2019 There are times when life doesn’t quite make any sense. There are other times when life really doesn’t make any sense. Here we are inbetween those times and life really doesn’t make any sense. I suppose that will just have to do for now.