I feel like I'm dropping lately. Falling into an endless sea where I'm being swept away by currents I don't understand. So many thoughts going through my head. I can't articulate them all. That's how bad it is in there right now. I wish I had a way to simply ignore these thoughts and get over them. But I don't think there's anything I am able to do about it. I wish I could, trust me. I can't though. Something about all of this feels wrong. I shouldn't be flailing my arms about trying to float. I should be floating peacefully knowing where I'm going. But it doesn't feel like that.
What's the point of sleep anymore if I can't sleep? I don't think I slept any good last night. I was awake at 3 am wondering to myself, what on earth am I doing awake? Yeah, that happened. It doesn't make any sense. Fortunately, it's the weekend. So, I can catch up on sleep tonight. I don't have to be anywhere tomorrow, so it's a good opportunity to actually sleep for once. Whatever the case, I hope I'll be able to fall asleep and stay asleep. We will see what happens.
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