Ever stop to wonder what’s in a simple day like today? There’s no guarantee that today will bring about anything substantial. In fact, today could be a big flop on the ground and no one would notice. I don’t know how any of that tends to work out though. It’s life right? Oh life, what are you even on about? I don’t understand you at times. It would be nice to be able to grasp something, even if it’s out of thin air, to understand and realize what that’s all about. But alas I cannot do that. It is life after all, and we cannot really understand anything that comes our way. If I had the ability to realize my own potential, I think I could benefit from it all. But I don’t know how to do that. It’s a shame really, to want to be able to do something with this life and then to be stuck without any reason for it? Yeah, no bueno.
I feel like I'm dropping lately. Falling into an endless sea where I'm being swept away by currents I don't understand. So many thoughts going through my head. I can't articulate them all. That's how bad it is in there right now. I wish I had a way to simply ignore these thoughts and get over them. But I don't think there's anything I am able to do about it. I wish I could, trust me. I can't though. Something about all of this feels wrong. I shouldn't be flailing my arms about trying to float. I should be floating peacefully knowing where I'm going. But it doesn't feel like that.
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