One would think this life would be easier than it currently is. I mean come on wouldn’t ou think that? Of course you would. So why can’t we each believe in it I for one would want to believe in it. It would give me something to do with my day at least. But well there’s something else on my mind. We have to be able to understand what it is exactly, if we don’t? Then that’s something quite different now isn’t it? Yeah that’s what I was thinking.
I feel like I'm dropping lately. Falling into an endless sea where I'm being swept away by currents I don't understand. So many thoughts going through my head. I can't articulate them all. That's how bad it is in there right now. I wish I had a way to simply ignore these thoughts and get over them. But I don't think there's anything I am able to do about it. I wish I could, trust me. I can't though. Something about all of this feels wrong. I shouldn't be flailing my arms about trying to float. I should be floating peacefully knowing where I'm going. But it doesn't feel like that.
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