Tue Jan 7 19:39:37 MST 2020 Let’s talk about today than shall we? I’d like to think it would be a nice moment in time if we could simply get along with everything that happens in this life, yet I doubt it will. It’s a shame if you think about it. A real shame. But what are you going to do with any of it? No one knows exactly. So here we sit waiting for something better to come along, hoping for something to happen and allowing us to actually see what is real and what isn’t.
I, for the lack of better words, am just sad and alone. I'm sure there are better words to describe what I am going through right now, but I can't seem to find them. I wish I could simply disappear into nothing. Who knows what I would find there. Maybe I would find happiness finally. I thought I had found happiness twice and it didn't turn out to be that.
So, here I sit waiting whatever comes my way. Hopefully it will be something I can actually take care of and make sense. Maybe it's just not in the cards for me to be happy. Can I accept that? Supposedly God has some kind of plan for me, and I don't even know what that plan is.
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