Why must life be this way? I don’t understand it. If we lived in a utopia, things might be better; but I’m not sure about that. I wish there was some kind of something to overcome this feeling of inadequacy. I doubt I will ever fully figure it out. If I had the ability, I would do it in a second. But I don’t seem to have that ability at the moment. Maybe one day I will be able to figure it all out.
Life gets worse with everything you think about it. It just manages to get worse everyday. Why can't I figure out this life? Why must it keep getting worse to me? I try to find ways to make it better, but I end up not being able to figure anything out. It just seems to be terrible.