Life is an amazing experience to behold at times. Other times it can be a bit of a nightmare. I guess it all depends on the day, now doesn’t it? Yeah, something like that. Who knows what this life will bring about. I for one don’t know. That’s the big secret behind this life I suppose. But life doesn’t have to be mysterious. Trying to figure out how this life work sat times- can be a nightmare. However all is not lost if you can have hope in something that will make life that much better. If we constantly allow our own thoughts and feelings to fight against us, we will never be better than we currently are. It’s easier said than done naturally. I am my own worst enemy, my worst critic. That’s simply how this life treats me at times. Not much else to comment about that. Am I playing the victim or simply stating the facts? Who can say for sure? I personally feel I’m just telling it like it is, nothing more. Sometimes I can’t determine my own thoughts from that of psychosis . Parts o...
Ever have that feeling that no one is listening to you? Yeah, that feeling. It can be a strong feeling to have, a hurtful feeling also. The worst is when a psychiatrist says they're listening but all they do is toss medications at you. I mean yeah, the medications are good to work with, but when you don't feel seen or heard it can drop you down low. I don't know if I'm making any sense right now. I do believe I'm going through an episode of sorts. It's not fun at all and I know that. Hell, anyone who goes through this illness knows that.