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Overthinking Yet Again

Overthinking, yet again. I’m not sure what to think about this life most days. If I said it was confusing, that would be telling the truth. But what can I do about it? Not much I’m afraid. Not much at all. That’s how the cookie crumbles at times. It’s a silly thought now isn’t it? That’s what I was thinking too! If life had a purpose, what would it be? There are so many things in this life which require our undivided attention. You cannot deny that as a fact. It’s proof that life exists for a reason. A pretty good reason if you ask me. Life, at various times, is full of surprises. They can be good or bad, I think it all depends on the situation. Nothing in life is set in stone as it is always on the move towards adventure. But we can’t always be tied down to that which we don’t have. We don’t have control over things we don’t have or aren’t in our orbit. ’Tis the beast’s true nature that one. Confusing at times? Most definitely. Talk about an upset on a most terrible scale of terrib...
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So This Is Life

Life can come at you in so many different ways.

Sometimes you don't want to see how it's coming at you. You want to run and hide from it all. You don't even want to care about how it's coming at you. That's how terrible it can feel at times. It's not always like that, but some days it is. I'm not saying that's how it always is of course. So don't be trying to take that from this.

20 Years this website has been in existence. It has gone through many iterations. I never have figured out the exact format I want it in. Not yet. I suppose that's what life does to you.

Sometimes it's not easy to live in this life, that much is certain. Yet here we are hoping everything will work out in the end and we will be able to figure it all out.

There's a word that defines me the most, that's anxiety. It's a pain in the butt.

The end of one's life can be a quick thing or it can take a while. What is it about death that makes people uneasy? It would seem like a natural part of life. Would it not? I get it you don't want your loved one to go away and all of that. But sometimes it's just time. But people are afraid to die themselves.

This life is ever so fragile. Everyone has their vulnerabilities. Some may not want to show those to other people and that's okay, but everyone has them. That's just how this life works out for the most part.

Sometimes thinking about life can drive you up the wall. Never knowing what to expect sounds like it's a good reason to worry about things for certain. It could be worse you could be hearing voices and what not. Now that's a crazy time to be had I know I've experienced it firsthand.

Then there are visual hallucinations. Those are where you see things that aren't there.

Speaking of crazy. Is it possible for me to call myself crazy but not like it when other people call me that? Is that a thing? It sounds kind of petty at first. But in a way I am crazy to a degree. Sure everyone we know is crazy to a specific degree/setting in life. But to just blurt out that they are crazy seems to be quite a turn around.

I wonder at times if this life even matters. Does it matter to me? Does it matter to other people? who exactly does this life matter to? I don't understand. If it matters to someone, why doesn't it really matter to me? Maybe that's the question I should be asking.

There are times the thoughts can be too much for me. They stick around because there's no place else for them to go I think. 

  1. Life Isn't Always Easy 
  2. Anxiety 
  3. Diary 
  4. Mental Illness 
  5. Medications 
  6. Schizoaffective Disorder 
  7. Suicide 
  8. The End of Life 
  9. Death 
  10. Worry 
  11. Voices 
  12. Visual Hallucinations 
  13. Whispers 
  14. Demons 
  15. Crazy 
  16. Suicidal Ideation 
  17. Over Thinking 
  18. You Can't Tell Me To NOT Hear Voices! 
  19. Psychosis And Trauma 
  20. A Simulation? Maybe. 
  21. Overthinking 
  22. Depression With Psychosis 
  23. Mental Illness 
  24. Simulation 
  25. Voices And Hallucinations 
  26. More Psychosis 
  27. Anxiety Vs Depression 

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