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Life Is Strange

 Let's just say it out loud for everyone in the back. LIFE IS STRANGE. I don't get it most days. I'm here, I get that. But I don't understand how life can be one way one day and a different way the next day. It doesn't make sense to me. There's a lot about life that doesn't make any sense to me. I suppose that's okay and all, but I just wish I understood why it gets this way. Why is my mind so confused about life most days? I don't understand that either. Does it really matter.

That's what I want to know. Does it really matter if none of this makes any sense. I'm here and there doesn't appear to be anything that is going on, yet I try and continue on my way through whatever there is to go through. That's life for you. There's not much else going on so why not try and figure out that little piece of evidence. Yeah that.

Oh well I guess it just doesn't have to matter for everything under the sun. I wish I could grasp whatever is going on in this life. That would be nice. But what is it about life that grabs my attention so much? That's what I want to know. There has to be a reason for it. I just don't know the reason behind it all.

I suppose we're not always supposed to have all of the answers of the universe at our fingertips at all times. A shame really. I bet there are some really neat things to explore out there with those thoughts and feelings and actions.

For now, I'll just have to be content with what I have. There's no reason to get all hyped up about whatever there is out there that I don't know about. That's just life.

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