Why is life this way? I often wonder what’s going on with it, but I don’t have a clue how it’s meant to be at times. I wish I had a clue, honestly. But I don’t, so what’s the point of it all? If It’s meant to be a curse then let it be a curse. But, if it’s meant to be something different? Let it be different. Don’t let it be what you want it to be, be what it’s meant to be. Allow life to be whatever it needs to be, there’s nothing wrong with that. There are things in this life we don’t have control over, and that’s okay! If we can simply allow ourselves to become the better person, then we can allow such a life to continue. We can allow it to make us and form us, shape us even into the people we’re supposed to be.
So I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder in 2003. I believe I was also diagnosed with Social Anxiety disorder. For those not in the know, here’s the rundown: General Anxiety Disorder: Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) is a chronic mental health condition characterized by excessive, uncontrollable, and persistent worry about everyday events. Unlike normal stress, GAD involves disproportionate fear and anxiety that occurs on most days for at least six months, severely impacting daily functioning. Social Anxiety Disorder: Social anxiety disorder (SAD), formerly known as social phobia, is a chronic mental health condition characterized by an intense, persistent fear of being watched, judged, or humiliated by others. It goes far beyond normal shyness and can severely disrupt daily life, work, and relationships. So um yeah that’s happening right now. I honestly hate it. I don’t know what to do about any of it to be honest. My mind gets racing, my thoughts get overwhelmed an...