Fri Jun 5 07:47:57 AM MDT 2026 It’s another Friday! Or as I like to call it Friyay! Yeah it’s stupid I know, but it’s a thing. Don’t squash it. I’d like to be able to wake up without some kind of rooster going off in my ear. I don’t think they’re legal where I live? But then again, I doubt the neighbors even care. Then there’s the cats. So many cats. Cats with babies, cats without babies, cats making babies. It goes on and on, and there’s nothing I can do about that either. Talk about crazy! I keep having these … dreams. I’d call them nightmares? But I’m not sure if they are at times. They’re rather troubling to me. Some are sexual in nature. Others are just there waiting for me to say or do something about them. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to have these dreams anymore. I don’t think I think about sex a lot. I don’t know where these dreams are coming from. Then there are dreams that feel like I’m reliving memories. Memories I don’t want to have. I’d call them a previous l...
So I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder in 2003. I believe I was also diagnosed with Social Anxiety disorder. For those not in the know, here’s the rundown: General Anxiety Disorder: Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) is a chronic mental health condition characterized by excessive, uncontrollable, and persistent worry about everyday events. Unlike normal stress, GAD involves disproportionate fear and anxiety that occurs on most days for at least six months, severely impacting daily functioning. Social Anxiety Disorder: Social anxiety disorder (SAD), formerly known as social phobia, is a chronic mental health condition characterized by an intense, persistent fear of being watched, judged, or humiliated by others. It goes far beyond normal shyness and can severely disrupt daily life, work, and relationships. So um yeah that’s happening right now. I honestly hate it. I don’t know what to do about any of it to be honest. My mind gets racing, my thoughts get overwhelmed an...