Why must life be this way? I don’t understand it. If we lived in a utopia, things might be better; but I’m not sure about that. I wish there was some kind of something to overcome this feeling of inadequacy. I doubt I will ever fully figure it out. If I had the ability, I would do it in a second. But I don’t seem to have that ability at the moment. Maybe one day I will be able to figure it all out.
Sometimes I wonder if this life is worth living. There are so many things in this life that I can't comprehend or am unable to understand. Grasping concepts can be difficult. Yet I keep trying and seeing what's out there if only I am able to simply gleam a few words here and there. Yeah it can be that bad. So what do I do with it all? I don't know.