Today feels like a sleepy day, I don't know why that is. It just feels that way. I wish I could figure out why life happens the way it does. But I don't understand how anything goes about in this life. If I could understand one thought in life...I think I'd like it to be able to grasp why we are here on this Earth. Is it because the aliens want us to become something better than we are? I mean they're the ones in charge right? I think they are.
Ever come across something in your life and you wonder if it's really over? That's the dilemma I'm facing right now. Is it over. Is it really over. Like really this time. In the past it never lasted beyond a month, but I feel like this time it's for real. I feel crushed. Actually, I don't know how to feel. Something I thought would last forever and a day, and it's over in a sentence. It doesn't make any sense, and I don't know what to do about it. Man, life is hard. Why does it have to be this difficult? It was so calmly explained and calmly accepted. Like I knew it was the right decision, but it hurts. They won't have to worry about me ever again. No one should have to worry about me ever again. I feel broken. Something inside me is telling me I'm worthless. No one cares, nor should they have a care in the world about me. I make life difficult for others. I deserve it. Why should I reason otherwise? Nothing matters anymore. I'm being thrown...