Ever stop to wonder what’s in a simple day like today? There’s no guarantee that today will bring about anything substantial. In fact, today could be a big flop on the ground and no one would notice. I don’t know how any of that tends to work out though. It’s life right? Oh life, what are you even on about? I don’t understand you at times. It would be nice to be able to grasp something, even if it’s out of thin air, to understand and realize what that’s all about. But alas I cannot do that. It is life after all, and we cannot really understand anything that comes our way. If I had the ability to realize my own potential, I think I could benefit from it all. But I don’t know how to do that. It’s a shame really, to want to be able to do something with this life and then to be stuck without any reason for it? Yeah, no bueno.
I feel like I can't catch a break. I don't know what that would even look like right now. I'm so stressed and have some anger within me that I don't know what to do. I can't even talk about it. Which makes all of this more difficult. I do not like being in this position. I'm depending on one answer, and I hope that answer is yes. I'm just lost at what to do. It sucks. I wish there was some other answer for it all, but the answer I've come to ... or have to accept is the right answer. Did I mention it sucks? Well it does!
I need to find something else to think about for a minute. Maybe I can calm down after that.
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