Wed Jun 10 08:43:42 AM MDT 2026 Life, you’re such a fickle son of a bitch. I’m not sure how you do it, day in and day out. There’s always something going on where we don’t have a clue about what to do. If swearing up a storm would fix things? I would be swearing all day long. But it doesn’t fix a damn thing. See I just swore, and it didn’t do anything. I rest my case. If life had a purpose, what would it be exactly? I’m not sure I know the difference between life’s purpose and anything else that’s out there. To speak of such things, feels rather illogical at times. Why pursue something that you cannot obtain? Maybe that is the goal in this life. See what you can do, and see what will become of it? Not sure. Don’t know. Wed Jun 10 09:33:27 AM MDT 2026 If today had a theme, what would it be? I wonder. I think it would be psychosis is a bad thing that can happen to you and you don’t know how it will affect you. Yeah, something like that. Wed Jun 10 10:37:25 AM MDT 2026 If I had a do...
So, it's another weekend. Yay. I am so tired, I'm not sure if I slept wrong or what. Stressed out to the max. Nothing feels like it's going right for me at the moment. But I'll get there I suppose. There needs to be a good reason for all of this. I don't understand what's going on anyway. Life is just life and that is about it. I wish I could figure out what's going on with my life at the moment. One day I'm zigging that way the other day I'm zagging the other direction. Nothing feels stable right now. I don't like that feeling. I need some kind of relaxation method to just calm me down. I hope I get there soon enough. There's no reason for me not to get there. I just don't know what's going on anymore.