Wednesday, October 17, 2018
Monday, January 23, 2012
Sensual
needing to feel her against me
licking her lips
caressing her body
Kissing her deeply
hearing her moan
tasting her sweetness
in the moonlight
More than a friendship
and more than a makeout
something unique
something close to my heart
Friday, January 20, 2012
I Love You
So... I wrote a program that would help cheer me up whenever I feel down. Yes I wanted my computer to tell me how wonderful I am and that it loves me.
You'd do it to... if you wanted to. Yeah all of that... because of reasons and other things.
Quite simple actually, all I did was check for keywords that I passed in... if it matched a "bad" keyword, I would output something like "Don't say that, you're wonderful!"
If it happened upon a "good" keyword, it would say "I Love You."
Just something simple. I want to try some kind of text game where it takes input as text, and does things... just moving from screen to screen on a map would be amusing. "Go left, go right, go forward, go backward" etc. Just something to toy and play with for sure.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Falling
I wonder what that means
doesn't make sense some days
especially how it feels
Missing that friend
from so long ago
falling was the easy part
I think it was so
In the end they left
never to speak to
or hear from again
such was life
Life continues
somehow
meaning
nothing
yet everything
Friday, December 30, 2011
The Edge
all the way
over the top
Take me beyond
all the way beyond
where nothing makes sense
Make the pain go
have it all go away
blissful happiness is what I want
So take me now
and don't look back
just take me
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Ah Christmas
for all that holiday cheer
something for you
and something for me
Together we're amazing
who cares about presents
under the tree
I have you
You're my present
my only wish I want
together we'll be
amazing
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Writing
to understand its meaning
and grasp the words
To write is to know
to know is to love
to love is tocare
Writing in its forms
its beauty and boundaries
understanding it all
through the pen
Monday, December 19, 2011
A Wish
to breath you in
to feel your skin
and love you
To understand your feelings
deep down inside
if only but a moment
yet it hides
To wish a happy thought
to be send your way
for you to understand
what lays in store
Sunlight
coming through the window
gleaming down upon us
our naked bodies connected
Light
popping over us
as we communicate
silently
Sunlit rooms
gazing into your eyes
peaceful
twilight
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