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Mental Illness

Voices When the voices speak, you have no option but to listen. They get demanding at times and there’s nothing you can do about it. Personal experiences has shown to me that they demand things. Things I don’t normally wouldn’t do or say. Yet they are there and those thoughts interfere with my normal day-to-day life. Trying to ignore them and they get louder. Trying to tell them to go away, and they get pissed off. I don’t know how to deal with them most of the time. It’s not an easy thing to handle or deal with. It would be nice to be able to sit down and talk with someone about all of this. But therapists just don’t understand I’m afraid. They get paid to listen, but the advice they give is just not that helpful to me. So I must endure this hell by myself. I try to explain it to other people, and they don’t quite grasp what’s going on either. They’re polite about it, but in the end they don’t know what it is I go through. I don’t expect them to know or understand what it is I go t...

Everyone has to come to their own belief

 There comes a time in life where you have to stop riding the shirt tails of your parents and make up your own mind regarding religion, life in general, and any other thing. You have to take that first step yourself and decide if it's for you. Whatever it might be. You have to decide for yourself if you're going to follow the path they laid out for you and raised you up with, or if you're going to go on your own path and see what's out there. That's all there is to it. That's really all there is to this life. Finding your own path.