So, I have seven new shiny notebooks, with pens, to write in! SEVEN OF THEM! Yes I get excited by notebooks in general. I enjoy writing, it’s what I do best…most of the time. There isn’t always a way to tell if I’m doing good at it though. But I have notebooks to write in, so that excites me beyond any reason of the imagination at all. If I can write in something physical, and not have to be on my computer? I’d rather be writing that way. It’s just how life feels at times. I like it. But if I have to write using my computer, then that’s okay too. Eventually whatever I end up writing will end up in my computer at some point in space or another. It’s just a given fact. AND, the notebooks are different colors! So if I wanted to, I could color coordinate them by series I’m working on or whatever. They’re good colors too. Yellow Orange Purple Green Blue Okay so that’s not seven different colors. But hey it works! I’m happy with it! (and I deserve to be happy)
There comes a time in life where you have to stop riding the shirt tails of your parents and make up your own mind regarding religion, life in general, and any other thing. You have to take that first step yourself and decide if it's for you. Whatever it might be. You have to decide for yourself if you're going to follow the path they laid out for you and raised you up with, or if you're going to go on your own path and see what's out there. That's all there is to it. That's really all there is to this life. Finding your own path.