DreamSense

Feeling miserable isn’t the best feeling in the world. It comes and goes though. Upset stomachs can go away asap! But what are you supposed to do about it? The answer remains unclear to such a question. And if I don’t know the answer about my own body, no one else will either. Maybe life really is a simulation. If that’s the case then there really isn’t much depth to this life to begin with. The real life is out there somewhere. How that works? I do not know. I only know what my gut tells me. I’m asleep somewhere waiting to be woken up for the first time. Now the problem with this thought is people don’t want to see the truth about life. They will ignore reality to the best of their ability. It’s the nature of the beast and the way of life, however abnormal that can be. Yet here we are in a simulation, everybody looking for the best to come along. There’s no telling what will become of this life. No way of knowing at all. Psychosis is a very real thing. What if I’m actually sane an...

Life isn’t real, it’s an illusion created by someone who wants to study us all. It is a hologram of sorts, nothing is real. Think of The Matrix, they were onto something. I’m not saying it’s exactly how they interpreted life, but I have a feeling they aren’t that far off. If you were to wake up one day, and realize that all of your life was a falsehood, that none of it was real. What would you do? Simulation theory is the hypothesis that our entire universe is an artificial, hyper-realistic computer program created by a vastly superior civilization. If advanced beings have the technology to simulate conscious minds, those simulations would vastly outnumber the original “base reality,” making it statistically probable that we are living in one. Makes life more interesting if you think about it that way now doesn’t it? Yeah, that’s what I thought. I’d like to hope that life isn’t that way at all, but whose to say how it’s meant to be? Whoever the grand architect is of it all is the ...

The weekend is here! Finally! It feels like it has been quite a long week. I don’t know why it feels like a long week. Eh! I’ll get over it. Thinking of other things, I need to write more of my story that I’m working on. A thought. We might be different manifestations of the same individual. Think about that for a moment. We are part of someone’s imagination. You believe you’re thinking for yourself? Think again. I can understand how jarring such a concept can feel. But what if it’s the truth?? Being inside the simulation, we don’t have the luxury of knowing what’s beyond the programming which surrounds us. Naturally we want to believe we are in complete control over our lives. But what if that isn’t the case at all? What are we to do with this information? I’m not sure if anyone knows the answer to that. There are many questions in this life we don’t have the answers to. It’s a shame really if you think about it. It would be nice to have the answers to everything we ever wanted. ...

When a person believes life is a simulation it’s difficult to think of it as anything else. If life isn’t real, what is it? I mean it has to be something right? I’m not sure anymore what this life is. Life is such a fragile thing. It comes and goes in the blink of an eye. Who knows how long we have been plugged into the great machine. How long have we been connected? Unable to actually move. Our minds are fed what the machine wants us to think and believe. If the thinking is done for us, then we do not control this life. It is being controlled for us. If we don’t control our lives, who is in control? Do we have the ability to make choices in this life? Simulation theory suggests we don’t control anything in this life. If that’s the case, who is in control of it all? I don’t have the answer for that. I doubt anyone in the simulation knows who is in charge. I feel like a lab rat most of my days. How else can I explain the things that take place in life? I don’t know that I can. To sa...

Life is a simulation . We are living in a simulation. There is no escape from this reality of it all. Once we accept our fate and the fate of the world as it were, we can be free from the pitfalls that befall us. Such an interesting thought process now isn’t it. Yeah, that’s what I was thinking too. If we can understand the truth behind this life, then we can begin to grasp everything that goes along with it. We don’t always get the luxury of getting the entire story when it comes to life. Whatever happens in this life is due to some sick and twisted mind behind it all. We don’t have control over what happens to us in this life. It’s all been mapped out long before we ever came here. That’s what this life is about. We don’t get to make the decisions we think we’re making. No, those decisions are made long before we are born and those decisions come to us because we are programmed to think them. That’s all there is to it. Kind of a let down isn’t it? Yeah, when I found out the truth...

Ah, Psychosis . Such an interesting word. Google a definition, and you will find out a lot about it. Or I could give you the definition here without warning. Psychosis is a mental health condition characterized by a loss of contact with reality, often involving hallucinations (seeing/hearing things not there) and delusions (fixed, false beliefs). It is not a specific disease but a set of symptoms, commonly involving confused thinking, speech, and behavior. Common causes include schizophrenia , bipolar disorder , severe stress, and substance misuse. Yeah, that ought to do it. Now, I can hear you asking, why am I talking about this again ? Well because it’s an important topic. It needs to be talked about and not just swept under the rug as it were. A lot of people tend to sweep mental illness under the rug as it were. It can be quite intense. When you aren’t quite sure what is real anymore and everything feels like an invasion of your privacy. Like, what is real these days? I’m n...

Introduction Psychosis is a mental health condition involving a loss of contact with reality, characterized by symptoms like hallucinations, delusions, and disorganized thinking. It often progresses through three stages—prodrome (early signs), acute (active symptoms), and recovery—and can be caused by mental illness, extreme stress, or substance misuse. 1 Okay, take that and mix it with severe depression. Guess what you have when you do that … me. That’s right! You guessed correctly. If you didn’t guess that, then you are cheating and, well, I don’t know what to tell you about that. What Is Reality? Let’s start at the beginning. What exactly is reality to begin with? I suppose it can be many things to many different people. Isn’t that were the trouble begins with psychosis? Ones thought of reality differs from what everyone else thinks reality is? Yeah, something like that. I have a strong belief that we are living in a simulation. That’s to say, none of what we are existing is ...

 I see the simulation as everyone on Earth being different parts of a single person's consciousness. Like being a part of a single person. It's not like the Matrix; we aren't in some tubes while our mind plays out our lives. No, I don't see it like that. When people get sick, that person's brain is having issues and needs to be repaired. Who is the person though? Is it God? Does God exist? Or is it just random joe in the real world who is dreaming. I don't know the answer to that; those are just speculations. The real world exists out there somewhere. We just have to find it. I think it's possible to find it, one night we'll go to sleep and wake up back in the real world where we belong. It's not that far-fetched. I don't think it is at least. The real world awaits us all. There's no escaping it. It will eventually come to us. Or we will come to it. Either way we will find it and be safe and out of this simulation. Thinking about the simulati...

 Whoever is fracking with me better stop it. My mind is a mess already. If there are actual demons in this life, and they are making it hell. They need to stop it right now. I don't need this in my life. I don't need any of it. I sure as hell didn't ask for any of it either. Who asks to have a mental illness? Honestly. I live with this every day of my life. There's no way around it. I can only move through it and hope I'll be sane on the other side of whatever hits me next. There needs to be something I can do to get feeling better. I just don't know what that is. I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing. Taking my meds and all of that. So why isn't it better? It feels like it's getting worse. Like I'm slipping. Like I'm losing a grasp on reality. Life doesn't feel real to me. It's all fake made up for my brain to process whatever it wants to process. It won't stop until I find a way to make it stop. Whoever is running this sho...

 This life isn't real. None of it is. We are all some kind of creation in someone's mind. Who knows how long we've been in this simulation. How long we've been asleep inside who knows what. We aren't real. The pain we feel isn't real. None of it is real. How do people not understand this simple rule of life? How is it they don't pick up on it. The truth. I don't understand how they don't. Imagine if other people knew about this. They need to find out about this. There's nothing wrong with it. This is the real reality. I just need to wake up from it. I need to be in the real world, not this sham of a life. There's no replacement for the real thing. Nothing. We need to wake up.

 Reality. What is it exactly? What makes you think it's real? What if it's all part of a simulation. Like we are different aspects of the same individual. Yet we don't know it. It's not like the Matrix where we're all in stasis chambers filled with goo. No, I'm thinking that we're all just parts of someone's imagination. How does that make you feel? This person, let's call them John Doe for short, is dreaming somewhere. They're dreaming of us. We don't exist beyond this dream world that we are a part of. Eventually the dreamer will wake up and we will cease to exist. How about that thought? There are so many different ways to take this. What if this person, John Doe, is in a coma. He's actively dreaming unaware he's in a coma. We exist simply because he wishes us to exist. Now there's an interesting thought. Brings about a whole new thought process about who created who. How the Earth was created. It wasn't. It was simply drea...

 Ever sit and wonder who is really in control of everything? Like the universe, this Earth, everything that the eye can see and beyond. I'm talking about everything here. Everything covers a lot of things, that much is for sure. I don't know how else to explain it. Some say it's God, other's say it's just a random cosmic being who's out there doing whatever they want to do. There are so many different theories out there, it can get quite confusing. Personally, I believe we are in a simulation. Well at least I  am in a simulation. None of this is real. We are all manifestations of the creator in different forms. Whoever is in charge of this simulation, that's how it works. I don't know if I've been in this simulation for five minutes, or an hour, or years. The memories could have been preloaded into this thing I call a brain. So, who knows how that works. I don't have a clue. The experiences we have don't matter. That's just how it works. ...

 Living in a simulation is kind of a downer. I don't know why I have these feelings or why I feel like I'm in a simulation. It just feels off to me. Something in the air maybe? I don't know. It would be interesting to figure things out once and for all. What if I'm the only person who can detect the changes going on around me? That would also be bad. But if that's how it is that's how it is. Life is just a weird thing at the moment. I try to keep things in a balance of sorts, but that appears to be difficult. Living life this way has got to find a way to get better. But I have my doubts.

 You read that title right. We live in a simulation. Nothing is real. It's as real as you want it to be. But that doesn't mean it's actually real. So, what does it mean to be in a simulation? You're a lab rat. Being tested here and there, to see how you react. React to what exactly? Life. Everyday life. You think that's air you're breathing? Nah, it's recycled in some factory where we are all in pods. Just waiting to wake up from this hell. It's not easy being in a simulation once you know the truth behind the lies. They want you to think you're living a life. Any life you wish to live. But it's all been directed into your mind via some sophisticated computer program. How else would the simulation run? That's just how it tends to work out. You have no choice but to go along with the simulation. If you try and go against it? They inject you with medication to ensure you obey. Obedience is the basis of it all. Will you be obedient to whatever i...