It would be helpful to be able to figure out what this life is about. I mean we know there’s a purpose to it all right? This existence can’t be all for nothing at least I don’t think it can be. There’s got to be something greater out there. I wish we had access to all that was out there. Everything that has a purpose must find a way to exist. Is that even possible? I’m not certain. Something has to give in order for anything in this life to make sense. I don’t see how any of this could ever make sense though. I mean here we are and we haven’t gone anywhere but the Moon and that has no intelligent life on it at all. What about other planets out there in the galaxy? The universe? There’s gotta be something more out there.
Seriously. What is this life that we are even aware of its existence? I’m not sure I understand what’s going on most days. It feels like a simple possibility that I should be able to figure out whatever it is going through my mind? But I don’t understand it right now. So many things have happened this year, and I feel like I’m in a rut. I don’t know what to do about any of it. It would be nice to have some kind of perspective of what to do about life.