Mon Jul 20 02:55:02 AM MDT 2026 I’m thinking again, life tends to feel like a bunch of bullshit at times. I don’t know what to do about that. It would be nice to be able to figure out whatever there is to figure out, but again I don’t know how to do that! I’m feel so fucking frustrated right now. I wish I had a clue about how to get over it, get through it, do something about it. But what can I do exactly? I don’t know. I don’t have a clue! It’s bugging the hell out of me right now. I wish I could do something about it, but again I don’t know what to do. Gah! What are you meant to do with this life when you just feel helpless? I wish I knew. I wish I could…do something about these feelings I am having at the moment. I don’t know what to do with them though? So many thoughts, emotions, feelings, all flooding into my head at once. Too much to focus on, too much to do anything with. I feel overwhelmed. What am I going to do about it? I need to figure out something. If I could do someth...
If life itself won't quit, then I must simply go along for the ride. There's nothing left for me to do. I fear it is all just a game. Someone is sitting by laughing at my misery and misfortune. They'll come for me eventually. There's nothing I am able to do about it. It would be nice to be able to figure things out, but as I've said I can't. There's nothing I am able to do. I feel so lost. Lost at sea without a life vest or boat. There's nothing I can do about it. It is a lost cause. I can only sit idly by and watch as my universe falls apart around me. My world is ending. Life came and went I sit and watch as it did so nothing else to do but watch waiting for something better to come out from it all yet I am unable to do so I am only here for a moment the next moment I am gone without a word to say a song to sing or a phrase to repeat everything must end things don't last forever this life is but a complex maze I wonder what it's like to see ev...