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Monday Monday

 Well Monday came. No surprise there. I would have been nice if the weekend felt a little bit longer. But it's whatever. Life just comes at you, and you have to deal with whatever comes your way. Not enough thoughts today, maybe that's a good thing. I can deal with not enough thoughts. Attempting to try and think will only cause issues. So don't do it.

Ever have a song stuck in your head? Yeah, I have that right now. The Middle is currently stuck in my head. Well, the chorus is. Nothing else. It just keeps looping over and over again. It's kind of annoying to be honest, but what can I do about it? There's not much to say other than that.

Sometimes you have to block out all thought from your head. Replace it with something else. But one has to think in order to get through the day, right? Yeah, that's what I'm afraid of.

I've already run through the usual thoughts in my head for a Monday morning. I don't know what to do about the other thoughts I have. They'll just swim around in my mind until I can figure out something better to do with them, I guess. Maybe that's what life intended for me. The mean thoughts have yet to come to me, they will eventually catch up. They always do.

There's nothing too crazy about today, just another day.

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