Thu May 28 07:57:02 AM MDT 2026 Seriously, what is this life all about these days? I’m not sure I understand it at all. It would be nice to be able to figure it all out eventually. But I’m not sure how to do even that. I mean I can guess and guess until I come up with something? But I don’t know how to do that exactly. There are so many things in this life that get confusing and I hate it. I think life has a way of fucking with you, and we don’t quite know how to deal with it when it does that to us. It’s a messed up world after all. I mean look around, there are so many things going on in life that we don’t understand, so many things that we take for granted. So many impossible things that need to be explored but we don’t because they might be supernatural. We tend to blame a lot of things on God. If life goes good? It was God’s doing. If life goes bad? God has a plan for us and we just need to be patient &c. I’d like to think God is up there watching and rooting for us, even w...
What If May 31, 2019 Ever have a moment of “what if”? Pop into your head? What if I did this, what if I did that. How would life change and how would have things been different. Things like that? I’m sure a lot of people have those kinds of thoughts daily. It happens. There’s nothing wrong with it, I suppose? Maybe there is. I don’t know. Life comes and goes as it is, and it simply is not enough to understand the basics of it all.