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Blast From The Past: January 7, 2020

Tue Jan 7 20:06:13 MST 2020 There has got to be some reason for these thoughts. Whatever thoughts come into my mind, I mean they have to have a reason right? Worry, regret, things I can’t control. Everything else which simply can’t be understood or controlled…things like that. I don’t know what to do with these thoughts. People tell me to simply forget about them. Let them go. Who’s to know how that’s meant to work out. I don’t have a clue. I wish I did. That would be nice, but I don’t. I mean, if life is meant to be simple…a breeze, something we’re meant to accomplish well into our 90s etc, if we live that long. Then aren’t we suppose to be able to do something with it? Aren’t we meant to be able to accomplish something and just be there for each other? No matter what happens? Life comes and goes, it’s not meant to be out there out there, but here we are. We don’t know what happens all the time. We don’t know what goes on when we aren’t listening or aren’t watching. We simply don’t ...
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So, This Is Life

Mon May 11 09:01:06 AM MDT 2026

Life Is Weird

Let’s face it, this life is weird at times. I don’t know how else to explain it. I wonder if there is a possibility of making this life … better than it is? I mean, of course that’s always possible right? Everyone has the ability to be able to fix things in their life in order to make things better.

But this life is just weird at times. I want to be able to express myself in a better light, but I cannot find a way to do that.

Maybe It’s For The Best

Ever wonder if what we’re doing is for the best? I mean we have thoughts and actions based on those thoughts. But are what we doing really the best option for us to take in our lives? Who is to say if it is or isn’t. I’m not sure we have that capabilities within ourselves, not yet at least.

What If We’re Wrong?

There is always the possibility of us being wrong. We can be wrong about so many things, it’s difficult to summarize. Any choice or obstacle we face in this life, we might choose the wrong way of handling it or dealing with it. Now just because we do something wrong doesn’t make us a bad person. We have to live and learn from our mistakes. That’s called growth.

Growing and learning can be quite impossible at times. We don’t always know what will happen in this life, sometimes we might overwhelm ourselves to the point where we cannot even fathom the ability to get through whatever challenge might lay before us.

Life, in its most simplistic form, is a danger that we have to face and overcome. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t wonder will this be the end of me? Will this be my demise? Will there be nothing left of me in the future for me to realize something good or bad has happened to me? Yeah it’s quite a stupid thought process if you ask me. Yet here I am always wondering about it.

If Only I Could …

If only you could, what? What is it you wish you could do? Go on, I’m listening. I’m waiting for whatever it is that you’re about to say come forth from that mouth of yours. Yeah, life doesn’t work that way. If only you could do this, that, or the other you would be better off. No, not in the slightest. Sure it might work for a moment or two. But those would only be brief moments. You cannot simply wish something into existence because you want something to happen. That’s not how this life works I’m afraid.

The possibility of wanting something else to come from this life can be absurd at times. I know it can be absurd because here I am writing about it! If you don’t believe me, well I don’t know what to tell you. If life had a way of making sense, don’t you think it already would by now? I think it would.

Life Doesn’t Have To Make Snese

Yes, you read that right. Life doesn’t have to make any sense of any kind. We can talk until we’re blue in the face and we might not get anywhere on the topic of life making sense. If we had the ability to have every single thing in this life make sense, would we really want that? I doubt we would. If nothing was a mystery, we would get bored. I don’t want to be bored.

A Way Out

There’s always a way out, an escape route as it were. If there weren’t, we would be stuck in this miserable life forever. I don’t know about you, but the thought of being stuck here for the rest of my life and possibly into an eternity? No thank you! I don’t want to be miserable forever. I want to enjoy life, be happy and just be.

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