Tue Jan 7 20:06:13 MST 2020 There has got to be some reason for these thoughts. Whatever thoughts come into my mind, I mean they have to have a reason right? Worry, regret, things I can’t control. Everything else which simply can’t be understood or controlled…things like that. I don’t know what to do with these thoughts. People tell me to simply forget about them. Let them go. Who’s to know how that’s meant to work out. I don’t have a clue. I wish I did. That would be nice, but I don’t. I mean, if life is meant to be simple…a breeze, something we’re meant to accomplish well into our 90s etc, if we live that long. Then aren’t we suppose to be able to do something with it? Aren’t we meant to be able to accomplish something and just be there for each other? No matter what happens? Life comes and goes, it’s not meant to be out there out there, but here we are. We don’t know what happens all the time. We don’t know what goes on when we aren’t listening or aren’t watching. We simply don’t ...
I want to know and understand, perhaps realize what this life is all about. I don’t know what that means in the long run but I want to know. Is that too much to ask for? I doubt it. I am just interested in the truth, nothing more nothing less. It would be nice to be able to figure out for once what it is I am trying to accomplish in this life. Maybe that’s not in the cards for me quite yet. I can deal and live with that thought. But if it were in the cards, woouldn’t I be allwoed to understand what it is that I’m getting myself into? I would hope so!
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