Oh boy, more drama. I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. It’s life, yes, but it doesn’t have to be this way! I sure hope we don’t get evicted because someone else decided that we were doing something we weren’t doing at all! Seriously, what the heck! I don’t get it. I wish life wasn’t this way, but what can I do about it? I don’t know. It would be nice to be able to figure out what’s going on in life right now, I don’t have an exact clue what’s happening but I want to know! Is that too much to ask? Yeah, I didn’t think so. So many wrong things going on and I simply don’t know how to go about addressing them. It would be nice to be able to figure something out. Why are so many people against us? What did we do to deserve this? Man, I wish I knew!
Life is a simulation. We are living in a simulation. There is no escape from this reality of it all. Once we accept our fate and the fate of the world as it were, we can be free from the pitfalls that befall us. Such an interesting thought process now isn’t it. Yeah, that’s what I was thinking too.
If we can understand the truth behind this life, then we can begin to grasp everything that goes along with it. We don’t always get the luxury of getting the entire story when it comes to life.
Whatever happens in this life is due to some sick and twisted mind behind it all. We don’t have control over what happens to us in this life. It’s all been mapped out long before we ever came here. That’s what this life is about. We don’t get to make the decisions we think we’re making. No, those decisions are made long before we are born and those decisions come to us because we are programmed to think them. That’s all there is to it.
Kind of a let down isn’t it? Yeah, when I found out the truth I too thought it was a giant hole that had to be filled. I don’t know how to make any of that real again. Make the thoughts come and go as they please. Sometimes those thoughts don’t allow us to move forward and we are stuck in the moment we can’t get out of.
Sometimes wanting to know the truth about life can lead us down dangerous paths. We don’t always get the opportunity to ask the right questions, or even the questions that we want to ask. That’s what makes this life so unique. If we had control, we could ask those questions and make everything better for us. Somehow that doesn’t work out the way we planned it to. That’s just the evil of the beast that is this life.
I know what you’re thinking, you’re thinking I’m nuts. Insane even. Well I can’t tell you how to label me. Life isn’t something that we can experience by playing it safe. We have to explore whatever there is to explore and see everything that is out there. See, that’s what this life is about. Exploring whatever we can about it, see where our real roots live and go on from there.
Personally I can’t wait to wake up from this nightmare and see the truth that is out there about this life. If life is indeed a simulation, then I am dreaming aren’t I? I mean that has to be the reason behind it all? Maybe, maybe not. It’s just a thought I suppose. So many thoughts that come and go in this life and we don’t always have the answers to them.
Feels a little bit like bullshit if you ask me. If we’re just pawns in someone elses chess game? What the actual hell are we doing here? I’d like to think I have some unique control over my destiny. But I know that’s not the case. That can never be the case when this life is concerned. I mean, think about it. Why would we be in control over things in our lives when they are already determined a long time ago? Doesn’t make sense does it.
God knows what decisions we’ll make in this life. He’s all knowing. He knows what we’ll do in any given situation. What’s the point of it all? We don’t really have agency in this life or in the life to come. Either we play by the rules of the game or we don’t play at all. It’s that simple. Or is it? I have a feeling that nothing is as simple as we want it to be. Such a waste of energy trying to make sense of it all. That’s all I’m trying to say.
So what are we supposed to do with this knowledge? I don’t suppose one can simply go about life the way they always have without thinking about that which has come to light. It’s a complicated topic for sure. We each have to find out our role in this life. There is no other option than that. Either we comply with what has always been or we are destroyed for unbelief. I’m not sure I like that thought. But that’s how things are it would seem.
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