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This Life Feels Impossible

If life had a way to conquer our mind, what would that look like? I’m not sure I quite understand what’s going on with it all, just that we have to be able to figure out what it’s doing at any given moment. I wish I could understand and grasp what it’s doing to us, but if we can’t explain that…what are we even doing here? I simply do not know. I wish I had the ability to understand and grasp what this life has in store for me, but then again I don’t think I can do that. It’s life after all, I mean come on now. What more do you want from it? Exactly.

What Happens Will Always Happen

Ever give time travel a fair thought? Not many people have. I understand that if time travel were to exist we would have met our future selves by now. I think if we could travel to different eras of life, I would choose the future. I want to see what becomes of humankind and humanity on the larger scale. There’s nothing wrong with wanting that, is there? No, I don’t suppose there is.

I wonder at times what the future might hold for us as a race. The human race where race isn’t even a thing anymore. Could that happen in our lifetime? Maybe. But I doubt that it will. We, as a people, have so far to go in the course of this life. Wars and destruction must come to an end and cease in order for us all to get along properly.

I’m not sure if we will ever get to that point in this life. It’s a nice dream to have though. Without life, where would we be? Without the concept of time, where would we be?

There is a thought process that time will always be what it is meant to be. You cannot change the past, you can only go into the future hoping for something better in this life. If one were to change the past, they would unravel the threads that keep their life sane the way it is meant to be. So there is a lock on time as it were. We cannot change the past. Whatever happened will always happen, there is no going back.

It’s a cruel thought isn’t it. Well I don’t make the rules. I just obey them as they expect to be obeyed. Understanding must take place in order for everything to work out in this life. Without any of that, we are but lost to the thought process that we cannot continue onward without hope.

Hope is key. If we have hope, we can achieve many things in this life. If we do not have hope? Well we’re pretty much stuck where we’re at. I would rather caution on the side of hope than anything else. Hope can bring about good things in life. We must cherish the thought.

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