I dreamed about my dad again last night. He took me suit and car shopping said I needed them both. Haven’t a clue why he said I needed them, but I went along with it. It was nice to be spoiled. He left mid dream though, as I realized he was in fact dead. So there wasn’t much going on after that in the dream. I wish I could figure out what’s going on with those kinds of dreams. I guess it’s whatever , but I really want to know what that whatever is meant to be. Is it a warning? A sign? I don’t know. It’s something, that’s for sure. I hope it’s nothing bad, because I don’t think I could handle or deal with that right now. I don’t want to deal with such a thought process. That would suck, and I’m already thinking about it. GAH!
Thu May 3 18:35:57 MDT 2018
There needs to be a way to simply exist. Something out there must allow for such a concept? Perhaps not. Yet, if we do exist and nothing else is to be had from it all, I suppose we aren’t growing. Growth is the key to life. It’s not really the best idea or option at times. But hey, it’s growth right? Yes, something like that. Growth to do that which you need to do. To be able to have that peace of mind to continue working towards that greater good.
Whatever the case, growth seems and appears to come and go at will. Who’s will that be? I’m not certain. It would be nice to find out someday.
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