Tue Jan 7 20:06:13 MST 2020 There has got to be some reason for these thoughts. Whatever thoughts come into my mind, I mean they have to have a reason right? Worry, regret, things I can’t control. Everything else which simply can’t be understood or controlled…things like that. I don’t know what to do with these thoughts. People tell me to simply forget about them. Let them go. Who’s to know how that’s meant to work out. I don’t have a clue. I wish I did. That would be nice, but I don’t. I mean, if life is meant to be simple…a breeze, something we’re meant to accomplish well into our 90s etc, if we live that long. Then aren’t we suppose to be able to do something with it? Aren’t we meant to be able to accomplish something and just be there for each other? No matter what happens? Life comes and goes, it’s not meant to be out there out there, but here we are. We don’t know what happens all the time. We don’t know what goes on when we aren’t listening or aren’t watching. We simply don’t ...
Dear Dad,
Why did you have to die? I don’t understand why any of this had to take place. To be honest it’s kind of messed up if you ask me! I can’t live without my dad being around. I hate it!
So come back already! I’m not the only one that misses you! I hate navigating this life without you! It’s not fair, at least I don’t think it is. Too late now to do anything about it. Oh well, all I can do is overwhelm myself with these thoughts right now. It’s messing with me and I don’t like it.
I guess there’s nothing you can do about it, I mean you’re not here. But I really need to talk to you about life and what comes after death. I have questions I need answered.
Love,
Kyle
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