Sun May 17 04:56:34 PM MDT 2026 Missing Dad I am missing my dad so much today. I don’t know how I can get through this life without thinking about him everyday of my life. I don’t know what to do about it. I mean I’m here, he’s not. He’s dead. There are so many emotions that come flooding in from time to time and I can’t seem to deal with any of them. It would be nice not to worry about anything anymore. I worry about the life after this one the most. What’s going to happen when we all die? Who will be there waiting on the other side for us? I hope my dad finds me. I hope he hasn’t forgotten about me. There are things in this life that don’t always make sense . I think living and dying are some of those things. It would be nice to be able to really understand what’s going on and figure it all out day by day, minute by minute. I don’t know if there’s an option for that though. Life seems to get in the way at times. It’s rather annoying. I don’t want it to be in the way of anything t...
There are things in this life that don’t always make sense. Hell, I don’t even understand it most of the time. It would be nice to be able to understand something from this life without having to jump through all the hoops in order to get there. I know that sounds so much easier than it is, but it’s not really that easy at all. Life is just hard at times. That’s all there is to it.
Hell, I don’t have all the answers to this life. It comes and goes in waves. That’s all which matters most to it all I suppose. You have to ride the current if you’re going to go swimming with the sharks. Does that make sense? It kinda makes sense to me in my head right now, I’m not sure if it will ever make any sense to anyone else. But for now, it’ll have to do.
There are times we don’t want to be alive, I get that. I understand that. But the important thing about it all? Is to appreciate what we have in this moment in time. There doesn’t have to be something going on everyday of our lives. It can be taken slowly at first and then as life speeds up, you can make the course corrections along with it.,
It would be nice to be able to figure out why we’re all here to begin with. I get what some religions say about it all. But that doesn’t mean they have all the answers. I don’t believe one religion has all the answers in life. Just like I don’t believe there is one true source of information. Everywhere you go there is information. Some of it is good, some of it is bad. That’s all true. But if you want the real truth of it all, you have to consider everything and make your informed opinion from that.
That’s just how this life is. There’s nothing wrong with thinking that way in my opinion. Life will come and go as it pleases. There’s only a small matter of time we have on this Earth and existence. If you want to learn you’ve got to study.
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