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What The Ever Loving Heck?

Oh boy, more drama. I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. It’s life, yes, but it doesn’t have to be this way! I sure hope we don’t get evicted because someone else decided that we were doing something we weren’t doing at all! Seriously, what the heck! I don’t get it. I wish life wasn’t this way, but what can I do about it? I don’t know. It would be nice to be able to figure out what’s going on in life right now, I don’t have an exact clue what’s happening but I want to know! Is that too much to ask? Yeah, I didn’t think so. So many wrong things going on and I simply don’t know how to go about addressing them. It would be nice to be able to figure something out. Why are so many people against us? What did we do to deserve this? Man, I wish I knew!

Whatever This Life Is...

There are things in this life that don’t always make sense. Hell, I don’t even understand it most of the time. It would be nice to be able to understand something from this life without having to jump through all the hoops in order to get there. I know that sounds so much easier than it is, but it’s not really that easy at all. Life is just hard at times. That’s all there is to it.

Hell, I don’t have all the answers to this life. It comes and goes in waves. That’s all which matters most to it all I suppose. You have to ride the current if you’re going to go swimming with the sharks. Does that make sense? It kinda makes sense to me in my head right now, I’m not sure if it will ever make any sense to anyone else. But for now, it’ll have to do.

There are times we don’t want to be alive, I get that. I understand that. But the important thing about it all? Is to appreciate what we have in this moment in time. There doesn’t have to be something going on everyday of our lives. It can be taken slowly at first and then as life speeds up, you can make the course corrections along with it.,

It would be nice to be able to figure out why we’re all here to begin with. I get what some religions say about it all. But that doesn’t mean they have all the answers. I don’t believe one religion has all the answers in life. Just like I don’t believe there is one true source of information. Everywhere you go there is information. Some of it is good, some of it is bad. That’s all true. But if you want the real truth of it all, you have to consider everything and make your informed opinion from that.

That’s just how this life is. There’s nothing wrong with thinking that way in my opinion. Life will come and go as it pleases. There’s only a small matter of time we have on this Earth and existence. If you want to learn you’ve got to study.

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