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Life Is A Journey

Life wasn’t meant to be this way. We wake up every morning and try to get through it just to go to bed and wake up again the next day. Is that what we’re thinking? Is that what we want? I’m not sure, actually I’m sure it’s not what we want at all. Yet it’s what we do. We are here to figure things out and try to attempt new things meeting new people. That’s what life is about I think? I guess? Either way, here we are. Now, if we wanted to do something a little different, we could. Life could be much different than it currently is. But, we have to accept that it could be different. Either way? It won’t be useful to any of us until we decide that is what we want. But what do we want for real now? I mean, we could guess all day long what we want, but we cannot fully express ourselves for some reason. Does it matter? I’m not sure. I’d rather not think about everything which could go wrong with this plan, but well you have to take into account all the different angles, don’t you? Some woul...
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I Don't Understand Life

There’s so many things in this life that I don’t understand. There doesn’t appear to be a day that goes by where anything makes senese. I don’t even know what I’m saying half the time. It feels like a bunch of nonsense if you ask me. But what do I know? Nonsense it simply another word for chaos. That’s what this life is right now, chaos.

I wish there were a way to overcome all of these thoughts and feelings I am having. I’m not sure I know how to get over them though. The anxiety is too much for me to handle, not to mention the stress of it all. I feel betrayed by my own thoughts, feelings, and actions. I don’t know who I can trust anymore.

Everything must go out the window. If I am to survive, I must find a way to throw everything out the window and not worry about it. I don’t know how to do that though. There are too many variables at play here, and I don’t know how to go about doing any of it. I feel like breaking down and crying. That’s where I’m at right now. It’s not a good place to be. I know this, I realize this. But what am I supposed to do about any of it? Everything feels like it’s stacked against me. I don’t like it.

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