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What Is It About Life?

Will the Real McCoy stand up please? We have to be able to have a consensus about this life, we can't allow it to simply be and then allow it to become whatever it wants to be because it can't determine what's going on. Does that make sense? I'm not sure it does...but if it did, then I'd allow it to happen. Life has to find a way to become what it needs to become, not what it wants to become...but what it needs to become. Life will eventually get there, but not until it finds a way to make it so we all understand what's happening with everything that goes on in this life. Don't allow life to overthrow itself. You'll regret it, every step of the way.

I Don't Understand Life

There’s so many things in this life that I don’t understand. There doesn’t appear to be a day that goes by where anything makes senese. I don’t even know what I’m saying half the time. It feels like a bunch of nonsense if you ask me. But what do I know? Nonsense it simply another word for chaos. That’s what this life is right now, chaos.

I wish there were a way to overcome all of these thoughts and feelings I am having. I’m not sure I know how to get over them though. The anxiety is too much for me to handle, not to mention the stress of it all. I feel betrayed by my own thoughts, feelings, and actions. I don’t know who I can trust anymore.

Everything must go out the window. If I am to survive, I must find a way to throw everything out the window and not worry about it. I don’t know how to do that though. There are too many variables at play here, and I don’t know how to go about doing any of it. I feel like breaking down and crying. That’s where I’m at right now. It’s not a good place to be. I know this, I realize this. But what am I supposed to do about any of it? Everything feels like it’s stacked against me. I don’t like it.

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