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Why Is Life This Way?

Why is life this way? I often wonder what’s going on with it, but I don’t have a clue how it’s meant to be at times. I wish I had a clue, honestly. But I don’t, so what’s the point of it all? If It’s meant to be a curse then let it be a curse. But, if it’s meant to be something different? Let it be different. Don’t let it be what you want it to be, be what it’s meant to be. Allow life to be whatever it needs to be, there’s nothing wrong with that. There are things in this life we don’t have control over, and that’s okay! If we can simply allow ourselves to become the better person, then we can allow such a life to continue. We can allow it to make us and form us, shape us even into the people we’re supposed to be.

What In This Life Makes Sense?

Ever wonder what in this life makes any sense? I sure do. I mean we don’t always have the answers we seek or want, but that doesn’t stop us from wondering about whatever there is to wonder about now does it. I’d like, for once, to be able to walk into a room and read it without wondering why I’m there, what I’m going to do there, how I’m going to accomplish it. I just want to be free from that anxiety and stress. There’s no other way to overcome all of that. Life will take its toll on us all, there won’t be any reason not to overcome any of this life, it’ll just be something we cannot control.

Life will always be there no matter what we do. It doesn’t care about us. It wants us to either succeed or fail. That’s what this life does to us. It makes us weak at times, and then it turns around and makes us stronger again. There’s no inbetween when it comes to life. That’s all there is to it. We have to accept that margin of error in order to understand and grasp everything that goes on in this life.

People don’t always understand what’s going on in this life. That’s not for us to concern ourselves with. There isn’t time to analyze everything that happens. That’s just not the case at times. We have to figure things out one step at a time and then come to a conclusion that we cannot have all the answers. That’s all this life is about. Figureing out the answers that we don’t have. So here we sit wondering what will happen to us if we don’t have the answers.

Do we rot and perish away thinking we could have done better? I’m not sure if I knkow the answer to that one. I don’t know if anyone has the answer to any of it. Oh how easy it would be to just let it all slide under the rug. I don’t know how that’s possible though. If everything is meant to be understood one piece at a time, not the whole story, then it could be possible. But I don’t know.

Life is life and that’s all we can take from it.

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