Tue Jan 7 20:06:13 MST 2020 There has got to be some reason for these thoughts. Whatever thoughts come into my mind, I mean they have to have a reason right? Worry, regret, things I can’t control. Everything else which simply can’t be understood or controlled…things like that. I don’t know what to do with these thoughts. People tell me to simply forget about them. Let them go. Who’s to know how that’s meant to work out. I don’t have a clue. I wish I did. That would be nice, but I don’t. I mean, if life is meant to be simple…a breeze, something we’re meant to accomplish well into our 90s etc, if we live that long. Then aren’t we suppose to be able to do something with it? Aren’t we meant to be able to accomplish something and just be there for each other? No matter what happens? Life comes and goes, it’s not meant to be out there out there, but here we are. We don’t know what happens all the time. We don’t know what goes on when we aren’t listening or aren’t watching. We simply don’t ...
I often wonder what this life has in store for me. There are some good things that have happened this year, some bad things as well. It’s been a mixed bag of nuts if you ask me. I’m not sure what to think about any of it most of the time. Yet here I am doing exactly that. Wondering. Waiting. Seeing what will happen because of it all. Let’s face it, life has been a mess for a while now. With this new diagnosis, I don’t know how to deal with a lot of it. I suppose that’s okay though. I mean, what more can I do about it? I’m not sure.
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