Life wasn’t meant to be this way. We wake up every morning and try to get through it just to go to bed and wake up again the next day. Is that what we’re thinking? Is that what we want? I’m not sure, actually I’m sure it’s not what we want at all. Yet it’s what we do. We are here to figure things out and try to attempt new things meeting new people. That’s what life is about I think? I guess? Either way, here we are. Now, if we wanted to do something a little different, we could. Life could be much different than it currently is. But, we have to accept that it could be different. Either way? It won’t be useful to any of us until we decide that is what we want. But what do we want for real now? I mean, we could guess all day long what we want, but we cannot fully express ourselves for some reason. Does it matter? I’m not sure. I’d rather not think about everything which could go wrong with this plan, but well you have to take into account all the different angles, don’t you? Some woul...
I often wonder what this life has in store for me. There are some good things that have happened this year, some bad things as well. It’s been a mixed bag of nuts if you ask me. I’m not sure what to think about any of it most of the time. Yet here I am doing exactly that. Wondering. Waiting. Seeing what will happen because of it all. Let’s face it, life has been a mess for a while now. With this new diagnosis, I don’t know how to deal with a lot of it. I suppose that’s okay though. I mean, what more can I do about it? I’m not sure.
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