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Missing My Dad And Other Things

Sun May 17 04:56:34 PM MDT 2026 Missing Dad I am missing my dad so much today. I don’t know how I can get through this life without thinking about him everyday of my life. I don’t know what to do about it. I mean I’m here, he’s not. He’s dead. There are so many emotions that come flooding in from time to time and I can’t seem to deal with any of them. It would be nice not to worry about anything anymore. I worry about the life after this one the most. What’s going to happen when we all die? Who will be there waiting on the other side for us? I hope my dad finds me. I hope he hasn’t forgotten about me. There are things in this life that don’t always make sense . I think living and dying are some of those things. It would be nice to be able to really understand what’s going on and figure it all out day by day, minute by minute. I don’t know if there’s an option for that though. Life seems to get in the way at times. It’s rather annoying. I don’t want it to be in the way of anything t...
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Blast From The Past: May 28, 2019

Silly Weird Things

May 28, 2019

Life doesn’t always work out the way you wanted it to, or hope it to, or expect it to. Life just doesn’t work out that way. It is destructive and intrusive. It will destroy you. No matter where you go in life, you are bound to be destroyed. You can build yourself back up, but you have to be destroyed first. Don’t ask me what that means. I have no idea…it’s just a running thought in my head at times.

Does that mean anything? I don’t know. Should it? Who knows. Who cares. Life is like that a lot…a lot of things just don’t matter anymore and here we are walking around in circles waiting for something to come along and take control from us. Whatever it is, it will find a way. So that’s life in a nutshell.

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