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 So many things I don’t get about life. Yet here I am exploring it all like it’s something new. 

Life Hurts

Let’s face it, life hurts. I don’t know how else to put it. There are days where I don’t want to be alive. If I had the ability to make everything go away, I would make that happen. But I don’t have that luxury. At least I don’t think I have that luxury. It would be nice to be able to figure out once and for all if this life was meant to be or if we’re just swimming around in some game trying our best to get through it. I don’t know which is worse.

So many things would be nice in this world if certain things didn’t exist. Hatred comes to mind. So much hate in the world and so many things wrong with it. There doesn’t appear to be any kind of stopping it. I wish there was, but I just don’t see it happening anytime soon. So we sit back and bide our time until it’s all said and done. We are then brought before some kind of judgement so a supreme being can tell us how bad we messed up.

Yeah, that’s something to look forward to.

Somebody save me! (Remy Zero)

I think life would be more interesting if we knew what was coming. If there was some kind of magic eight-ball that could simply tell us if we are in danger or not. I don’t want to be stuck where there’s no place to go. With everything to lose and nothing to look forward to. But that’s what life feels like at times. I don’t know how else to put it.

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