Life is an amazing experience to behold at times. Other times it can be a bit of a nightmare. I guess it all depends on the day, now doesn’t it? Yeah, something like that. Who knows what this life will bring about. I for one don’t know. That’s the big secret behind this life I suppose. But life doesn’t have to be mysterious. Trying to figure out how this life work sat times- can be a nightmare. However all is not lost if you can have hope in something that will make life that much better. If we constantly allow our own thoughts and feelings to fight against us, we will never be better than we currently are. It’s easier said than done naturally. I am my own worst enemy, my worst critic. That’s simply how this life treats me at times. Not much else to comment about that. Am I playing the victim or simply stating the facts? Who can say for sure? I personally feel I’m just telling it like it is, nothing more. Sometimes I can’t determine my own thoughts from that of psychosis . Parts o...
There are a lot of things in this life that don’t matter anymore. Life has a tendency to do that. I’d like to have a belief in something every oncde in a while. I’m not sure where that belief will come from. Maybe it will come from a good place, then again it could come from a bad place of thought.
Thinking has always been a troubling path for me. There’s nothing in this life more overwhelming than thinking something isn’t going to go well. But if nothing in this life matters, what’s there to even care about? Life will continue on its merry little way and everything will eventually come to an end. There’s nothing wrong with that thought. That’s just how this life is.
So here I am wondering about what this life will do to me. How best it will mess with my mind and cause me to have unexplained episodes where I don’t know or have a clue of what is ever going on anymore. My mind will turn to goo eventually, I can feel it happening. It would be nice if that didn’t happen, but who’s to say what will or won’t happen in this life?
Do we really have the agency to do whatever we want when there’s a God saying how things are meant to be? Doesn’t quite make sense does it. No, I didn’t think so. It would be nice if life turned out the way we wanted it to. So many things can go wrong in this life, and they shouldn’t be that way. Life turns us upside down at times. It wrecks us to the point where we can’t function anymore.
That’s all there is to it.
But then again, nothing matters.
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