I wish I had the ability to understand or at least grasp whatever it is I’m meant to understand by this time in my life. There are people who are older than me and they don’t even have a clue of what they’re meant to be doing with thier lives. It’s not for the faint of heart I suppose. It would be nice to figure everything I ever wanted to figure out in this life. But I don’t think that will ever happen anytime soon. Call it a hunch, or a gut feeling. It’s just something I have going on in my head.
Someday I might have something figured out. But I woudln’t hold my breath. Not now at least. Maybe that’s the key to it all. I’m not meant to figure out anything and I’m just supposed to allow it to come to me. There’s a thought I never considered before.
All of the would be nice to haves flood my thoughts as of late. I know I can’t have all of the wishes of my heart come true at once. I don’t even know what those wishes are, if I’m being honest. It’s just a weird place in time to live right now. That’s all.
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