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Voices?

So, the voices are obnoxious. They constantly badger me about what I’m doing wrong in life, and I don’t know how to handle it. So many voices doing what they do best, annoy me. To no end. They argue with each other. The constant nagging can be annoying at times. I don’t know what to do about any of this. Damn voices always doing whatever they want to do! I end up suffering from it all. Damn voices. If I didn’t have voices going off in my head? I think I would be better off. So many thoughts come and go in my head at times, I can’t tell where they’re coming from. Is it the devil that’s talking to me? Is it God? I doubt God would want to be messing with me like this…but he did create me the way I am? So I’m not sure about any of that. When the voices tell me to do things? Things I don’t want to do? Yeah, that’s when they tend to come in fighting. I don’t have a way of making them stop. I don’t have a way of making them go away. Maybe I need more medication? I wish I had an answer to al...
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Blast From The Past: May 23, 2018

Wed May 23 07:14:57 MDT 2018

Today is not the best of days so far. Life is turned upside down at the moment. House guests. Who don’t go home until Saturday. I’m not sure how much longer I can deal with this. I have to hang in there.

I have a doctor appointment today. Should be fun. Not. When has the doctors ever been fun? Exactly. It hasn’t. They’ll check my potassium level and whatever the other doctor at the ER gave me about those lymph nodes on my abdomen. So that’ll work I guess.

I’m just really not a fan of going to the doctor. I doubt anyone is a fan. But that’s another story for another time.

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