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This Life Feels Impossible

If life had a way to conquer our mind, what would that look like? I’m not sure I quite understand what’s going on with it all, just that we have to be able to figure out what it’s doing at any given moment. I wish I could understand and grasp what it’s doing to us, but if we can’t explain that…what are we even doing here? I simply do not know. I wish I had the ability to understand and grasp what this life has in store for me, but then again I don’t think I can do that. It’s life after all, I mean come on now. What more do you want from it? Exactly.
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Blast From The Past: May 23, 2018

Wed May 23 07:14:57 MDT 2018

Today is not the best of days so far. Life is turned upside down at the moment. House guests. Who don’t go home until Saturday. I’m not sure how much longer I can deal with this. I have to hang in there.

I have a doctor appointment today. Should be fun. Not. When has the doctors ever been fun? Exactly. It hasn’t. They’ll check my potassium level and whatever the other doctor at the ER gave me about those lymph nodes on my abdomen. So that’ll work I guess.

I’m just really not a fan of going to the doctor. I doubt anyone is a fan. But that’s another story for another time.

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