Tue Jan 7 20:06:13 MST 2020 There has got to be some reason for these thoughts. Whatever thoughts come into my mind, I mean they have to have a reason right? Worry, regret, things I can’t control. Everything else which simply can’t be understood or controlled…things like that. I don’t know what to do with these thoughts. People tell me to simply forget about them. Let them go. Who’s to know how that’s meant to work out. I don’t have a clue. I wish I did. That would be nice, but I don’t. I mean, if life is meant to be simple…a breeze, something we’re meant to accomplish well into our 90s etc, if we live that long. Then aren’t we suppose to be able to do something with it? Aren’t we meant to be able to accomplish something and just be there for each other? No matter what happens? Life comes and goes, it’s not meant to be out there out there, but here we are. We don’t know what happens all the time. We don’t know what goes on when we aren’t listening or aren’t watching. We simply don’t ...
Wed May 23 07:14:57 MDT 2018
Today is not the best of days so far. Life is turned upside down at the moment. House guests. Who don’t go home until Saturday. I’m not sure how much longer I can deal with this. I have to hang in there.
I have a doctor appointment today. Should be fun. Not. When has the doctors ever been fun? Exactly. It hasn’t. They’ll check my potassium level and whatever the other doctor at the ER gave me about those lymph nodes on my abdomen. So that’ll work I guess.
I’m just really not a fan of going to the doctor. I doubt anyone is a fan. But that’s another story for another time.
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