I dreamed about my dad again last night. He took me suit and car shopping said I needed them both. Haven’t a clue why he said I needed them, but I went along with it. It was nice to be spoiled. He left mid dream though, as I realized he was in fact dead. So there wasn’t much going on after that in the dream. I wish I could figure out what’s going on with those kinds of dreams. I guess it’s whatever , but I really want to know what that whatever is meant to be. Is it a warning? A sign? I don’t know. It’s something, that’s for sure. I hope it’s nothing bad, because I don’t think I could handle or deal with that right now. I don’t want to deal with such a thought process. That would suck, and I’m already thinking about it. GAH!
Wed May 23 07:14:57 MDT 2018
Today is not the best of days so far. Life is turned upside down at the moment. House guests. Who don’t go home until Saturday. I’m not sure how much longer I can deal with this. I have to hang in there.
I have a doctor appointment today. Should be fun. Not. When has the doctors ever been fun? Exactly. It hasn’t. They’ll check my potassium level and whatever the other doctor at the ER gave me about those lymph nodes on my abdomen. So that’ll work I guess.
I’m just really not a fan of going to the doctor. I doubt anyone is a fan. But that’s another story for another time.
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