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One Thing

 If I could have one thing in this world it would be peace. Peace of mind, peace of heart. Whatever kind of peace i wanted, I would wish for that. Imagine if the whole world got together and worked together for the greater good. Instead, we have wars and rumors of wars. Things that get ugly and there's nothing that can be done about them, not in a logical manner that is. Someone always has to be right. Someone always has to be on the winning side of things. Why must there always be a winner and a loser to situations? War is no laughing matter.

I would love to have a clear mind and an open heart. Doesn't always happen that way though. Life is what you make of it. It can go well or it can go bad. It's up to you to shape and mold it to how you want it to go. No one can make that decision for you. That's just how it is. Not everything is cut and dry in this life. It doesn't happen that way.

I'm not a fan of things that don't happen according to plan. I don't know how things actually go; they just don't go to how I would like them to. It can be annoying. But I must deal with it to the best of my ability. That's just how this life ends up being.

Life in its infinite wisdom doesn't always have a plan for you.

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