There are times in one's life when it doesn't feel fulfilled. It doesn't feel like there's any meaning behind any of it. So, what are we to do when those feelings come upon us. What are we to do when we feel so lost and out of control that there isn't anything that can be done and we are lost. I'm not sure I have the answers to any of those questions.
I do know that looking to God has helped. God will never leave us alone. He will always be there for us. His Son Jesus Christ gave His life for us so we can return to the Father one day, blameless without sin marking us. For no unclean things can enter the kingdom of God.
It would be nice to always have the faith required to make it past this life. Sometimes I don't feel like I have the necessary faith to do that. I'm sure I'm not alone in these thoughts. There are billions of other people out there searching for the same thing I am looking for. Peace. Peace of mind, peace of heart, peace of soul. Someday I hope to be able to find this peace I speak of. It would be a great ally in my search for the truth.
I can only imagine what life would be like without famine, crime, war, or any of the many other things that afflict people in this life. There has to be a way to get past it all. A way to have a common goal among all of our neighbors in order to better improve ourselves. I just don't know what that plan of attack would look like.
Look, I'm tired. Tired of second guessing myself. Wondering where I stand before God. How I'm doing in all of this life. Yet I continue to wonder because I haven't gotten an answer yet about any of it. I have to ask myself at times, is an answer really needed? Somedays I think it is necessary. Other days I don't care. Today, I care.
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