It Would Be Nice

 Ever think to yourself, it would be nice if... and then you continue the sentence with whatever idea you have? Yeah, I've done that a few times in my life. I often wonder how nice it would be to have whatever I want. However that works, I do not know. I do know that wishes don't always turn out to be something we really want. Needs on the other hand, they can easily overturn a wish any day of the week. So, which do you prefer a wish or a need? I believe needs tend to be more authentic than wishes. Yet I still wish for things from time to time.

I wish I had a clear direction of where I'm headed in life. I simply do not know how any of this life will be resolved. If there were a way to figure this out, I'm sure I would hop right on it. But I'm not sure how any of it is supposed to be played out. Only that good will triumph over evil every single time. That's just how life is written. Evil may gain traction here and there for a small moment, but in the end, it is good which will win. All it takes is time and patience for everything to happen or take place.

Sometimes you don't have a clue how anything in this life works. That's okay to admit. Not everyone is expected to understand everything all at once. It can take time to understand or grasp how things are meant to be from time to time. If you can understand small things, the larger things will fall into place eventually. I wish I had the accurate wording to express myself or explain what I am thinking. But I don't think that's possible at the moment. Someday it might be, but not right now. Life is a little complex for me right now, so I'm not sure I even understand myself.