So, it's another weekend. Yay. I am so tired, I'm not sure if I slept wrong or what. Stressed out to the max. Nothing feels like it's going right for me at the moment. But I'll get there I suppose. There needs to be a good reason for all of this. I don't understand what's going on anyway. Life is just life and that is about it. I wish I could figure out what's going on with my life at the moment. One day I'm zigging that way the other day I'm zagging the other direction. Nothing feels stable right now. I don't like that feeling. I need some kind of relaxation method to just calm me down. I hope I get there soon enough. There's no reason for me not to get there. I just don't know what's going on anymore.
Over the years I've had to deal with suicidal ideation. Those are thoughts of being dead, some more extreme than others. It causes issues for me a lot of the time. It's not an easy thing to talk about at all. Here's what it is: Suicidal ideation ( suicidal thoughts ) are thoughts or ideas centered around death or suicide . Experiencing suicidal ideation doesn’t mean you’re going to kill yourself, but it can be a warning sign.
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