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Life Why Are You So Fucked Up?

Ever wonder why this life is so messed up? I sure as hell do! I don’t get it. I mean we’re here for a reason…maybe. I don’t understand anything about it though. I wish I did, it would be nice to be able to grasp something about this life and not simply expect it to be here whenever we need it to be. Yet that’s exactly what we do! We expect life to be here for us and we don’t want to give anything back, talk about an annoying thought process. But what are we going to do about it all? I don’t know. I wish I did, but there are so many things in this life that don’t quite make sense at times, and we are here trying to make sense of them all. It sucks, it really does. But what else are you supposed to do about it? I don’t know.

Something Good Will Come

 I believe that something good will come out of any situation that we are placed in. It has to be something good right? Because something bad would be terrible. That something all depends on the situation we are facing at the moment. There isn't one answer to all situations. It doesn't work that way. I wish there were a blanket statement that could fix all things. But there isn't. That is a pipe dream.

Good and Bad situations come about because that's just how life rolls. Some happen because we did something to cause it. Others happen just because, no reason really. They just happen to us and we have to accept and deal with the outcome. Without consequences we wouldn't have the ability to change our behavior towards things. Life is full of those certain ways.

Now you may have a bad thing come out of a situation, but the good part is you've learned something. It was a learning lesson for you. Sometimes all we need is to be able to learn something from one another. Is that not the goal of the human life? To learn? I believe that's why we are here on Earth. To learn something from our mistakes and grow from the learning.

Learning has a way of healing our wounds. We can grow from the learning and heal the holes that have been placed in our heart and mind. I don't know exactly how that works, but it does. I have experienced it first-hand. As I'm sure many of you have experienced healing from learning.

If you hope for something good, it will come to you. It might not come to you right away, but eventually it will come to you. There's nothing wrong with that. It's okay to wish for something good to happen. No one wants anything bad to happen to them. That's just not right. The good things will come. There's no doubt to any of that.

It can be difficult waiting for the good things to come to your life. If there were anything I could say to make things feel better, I would say this. Hold on. The light at the end of the tunnel is near. You are so close, don't give up now.

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